So Far Away
Chapter 12
By: Sarah
When I woke up the next morning, I couldn�t believe anything that had happened the night before. Benji had his arms draped over me, his chest to my back. I realized how much I loved waking up that way, his warm body pressed against mine, his face buried into my neck. I looked over at him from the corner of my eye and saw he was still sleeping. His hair was a mess, more than usual. His face was completely peaceful. I suddenly felt completely homesick for him�I didn�t want him to leave. Another month without him seemed like hell. I didn�t want to go through hell again.
� Hi there.� He said, opening his eyes slowly. I smiled and snuggled against him.
� Hey, aren�t you Benji from that band?� I said, smiling. He laughed, closing his eyes for a second. He seemed really tired, but he still played along.
� Yea, that�s how we met last night. You were at the concert.� He said. I groaned, but still smiled.
� Did we do it? Because I�m only sixteen. I�m not legal.� I laughed. He chuckled, shaking his head.
� Mmmm�we did do it.� He said. I smiled and turned to him. He was so adorable.
� Did we really? I was too drunk to remember.� I said. He smiled, flipping me underneath him and kissing me on the neck.
� It was nice. You�were perfect.� He said. He looked up at me, and I got lost in his dark eyes. I almost forgot to breathe.
� So were you.� I said breathlessly.
� I thought you didn�t remember?� He asked.
� Well��
� Maybe I can jog your memory.� He said with a devilish smile. Benji kissed me urgently, passionately. He slowly started rubbing my sides, and then moved down, rubbing my legs.
� Oh�� I sighed. � I think I remember some of this�maybe you could keep going�� I smiled. He laughed and kissed me again. At some point in the night I�d put my tee shirt back on and now he was slowly slipped it back off, kissing me slowly.
� Are you ok?� He asked suddenly. I titled my head, unsure.
� Huh?�
� Are you ok? Not sore�or anything?� He asked. I nodded.
� I�m ok, I guess. But there�s only one way to find out.� I smiled. He laughed, throwing his head back. I smiled and pulled him close. �I want you.� I said, smiling. He looked surprised at first and then he smiled broadly.
� Oh, so you�re a horny morning girl?� He asked, kissing me. I nodded.
� I suppose�only when you are around.� I said quickly. He laughed, reaching over into the nightstand again.
� So you want me, eh?� He asked. I smiled and nodded. �Alright, fine, then you�re gonna get me.� He said. I laughed, wrapping my legs around him. He pushed into me, slowly. I closed my eyes. It still felt a bit awkward at first, but it hardly hurt. It felt good. Really good.
� Oh�wow�� I breathed, smiling. He laughed, admiring my reaction. Benji�s eyes suddenly got fiery as he moved a bit faster. He reached down, putting his hand between my legs. I nearly jumped, though pleasantly surprised.
� Oh god, Benji�� I gasped. I couldn�t believe how good that felt. He was moving his hands expertly, gentle yet hard and fast. � Oh, god, that�s incredible.� I gasped, shutting my eyes for a second. He smiled, relishing in my pleasure. I pulled him down, kissing him hard. He quickened his pace, his fingers moving faster.
� Oh�please�Benj, faster�harder�� I couldn�t believe I was saying those words, but I couldn�t help it. If felt so good, a million times better than the night before- and I had thought that was amazing! �Faster, Benj�� I cried.
� Are you sure?� He asked, smiling, teasing me. I nodded, wrapping legs around him, pressing him closer. He pushed into me all the way and I couldn�t help but cry out. Oh god, it felt so good. He took his hand away, but the feeling of him inside me and against me was nearly unbelievable. I had never wanted anything so much.
� Benji, Benj, please�� I gasped while he rocked harder and faster into me.
� Oh god, Nic�I love you, I love you.� He groaned, resting his head against my shoulder for a second.
� I love you too�� I said, my voice higher than usual. He smiled, kissed me and held me tighter. I started gasping, crying out.
� Oh Benji�Please�.� I cried, shaking. He smiled though, completely in control.
� Show me�show me�show me�how you do that trick�the one that makes me Scream she said�� He started singing suddenly, his voice strained through his gasps. I smiled, his voice was driving me crazy. He slowly trailed his hand down my stomach and then in between my legs again. I really did gasp that time, moaning as I came, my hands digging into his back. My whole body was shaking as I clung to his strong arms.
I don�t know how many times I cried out his name in those last few seconds, but I do know it was enough that he would never, ever forget it.
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Benji climbed out of bed and slipped his boxers back on.
� Let�s go out and get some food, you make me hungry.� He said smiling. I laughed and sat up, wrapping the sheet around myself.
� I make you hungry?� I asked. He nodded, nonchalantly. He ran his fingers through his hair and grabbed a shirt off the floor.
� Are you and Mayg coming to the show tonight?� he asked, throwing clothes around, looking for his pants. I smiled to myself, watching him search through all the piles.
� Do you want us to?� I asked, grabbing my bra off the floor before he could throw it somewhere. He nodded, grabbing some clean socks from his dresser.
� Hell yea.� He said. He was now wearing a red Minor Threat tee-shirt, boxers and white socks and I couldn�t help but laugh. �What?� He asked, slowly walking toward me.
� You are so cute.� I smiled, grabbing him around the waist. I pulled him toward me, swinging my legs around him. Benji smiled, leaning down and pressing his forehead against mine. I reached up, toying with the pink hair that hung lazily on his forehead. He hugged me, enveloping my body with his. � I�m going to miss you.� I sighed.
�I know.� He said, not missing a beat. I laughed, punching him on the chest. He staggered backward, clutching his chest before smiling and grabbing a red baseball cap off the floor. He shoved it down over his head and then turned around, continuing his search for pants.
� Maybe if you cleaned your room up�you�d be able to find some pants easier.� I suggested.
� Ok, thanks Mommy.� He said in a mocking voice. I groaned and hopped out of bed, searching for my clothes. I found Benji�s pants and laughing, I slipped them on, holding them by the waist so they�d stay up.
� Benj, I love these!� I smiled, turning around and showing them off. He laughed, throwing his hat at me.
� Very nice, Nic.� He smiled, grabbing me around the middle and yanking me close to him. I smiled, reaching up and standing on my toes to kiss him. He took my other hand in his and my pants, well his actually, fell to the floor. We both laughed and I hugged him tightly, stepping out of his pants.
� I�m gonna go to the bathroom.� I said, pulling away and opening his bedroom door. I walked out into the hall and slowly made my way to the bathroom, not caring that I was only wearing a tank and undies. I was halfway there when the front door opened and both Maygen and Joel walked in.
� Wow.� Joel said, stopping dead in his tracks. I smiled nervously.
� Hi.� I said, grinning.
� Nic!� Maygen said, her smile was huge. I knew I started turning pink because I felt my face start to burn. Benji walked into the room a second later and was just as surprised to see his brother and Maygen.
� Oh, hey guys.� He said, grabbing his shoes from the floor.
� Well, well, well�� Joel said, smiling sweetly. I sighed and turned, walking into the bathroom. How embarrassing. I washed my face quickly and washed my mouth out with toothpaste, then left the bathroom nearly colliding with Maygen.
� Oh, shit! Sorry!� I yelped, smacking into her. She only smiled, yanking me by the arm into the kitchen. � Where are the boys?� I asked, realizing the house was way too quiet.
� They went to go get food.�
� Oh, I thought we were going out.� I shrugged, not really caring.
� Who cares! Now we get to have some girl talk!� She smiled wickedly. I blushed again as she pulled me into the living room, pushing me onto the sofa. � I�m not surprised that you guys finally�did it.� She smiled. I sighed, pressing my face into my hands. � SO?! What was it like, Nic?� She asked.
� I dunno. It was�� I sighed, remembering.
� Well?? Did he live up to that fantasy of yours? The dream you�ve been waiting for for nearly six years?� She asked, smiling. I bit my lips.
� I am so in love with him, Mayg. Last night was so incredible and�I just�� I sighed, smiling. Maygen laughed, grabbing my hands.
� So it was good, huh?� She smiled. I nodded, blushing.
� He�s incredible in every way�I mean�we just connected and� I don�t want him to leave!� I said, sighing. Maygen nodded, understanding.
� I know how you feel. But it�s only one month and then when he comes home you guys can screw like rabbits. If he�s anything like Joel, he�ll definitely be�errr�up to it.� She said. I shrieked, smacking her on the arm. � So how�d you guys do it?� She asked. I couldn�t believe her!
� What do you mean �how�d we do it�?� I asked, frowning. She rolled her eyes and stood up, walking over to the fridge. It was completely empty except for a bottle of water and some ketchup. She sighed, shutting the door.
� Did you do it standing, him on top, doggy style�� she laughed, holding her sides. I frowned and shook my head, cracking a smile.
� I�m not answering that.� I sighed.
� Joel likes it doggy style.� She said with a laugh, joking.
� Eww, shut up.� I groaned.
� I�m just kidding. Come on, Nic, dish! Tell me!!� She begged. I sighed.
� Him on top. It was nice. I like feeling him�so�close and�� I stopped, blushing like a crazy person. I sighed, grabbing a napkin and started shredding it.
� You�re so cute, Nic. You and Benji�it seems so weird, ya know? You�re completely opposites- he�s the bad boy, you�re the sweet innocent girl.� She smiled. I sighed and tried to stop blushing. I felt like I was in middle school again!
� Shut up, Mayg.� I begged.
� Ok, I�ll stop. But�I know that boy�s gonna corrupt you�� She smiled. I laughed, and stood up just as Benji and Joel walked in with bags of food.
� We�re back!� Joel shouted, though it was completely unnecessary. We were all in the same room.
� We see that, Joel.� Maygen laughed.