| What's up? You ever try to think and all you get is static? This is the story of my life... |
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| -Saturday, April 27, 2002- Hey, I Re-did the site and I think it's VERY appropriate for how I'm feeling. For those of you that don't know, My name is Meghan Rae (last name not important). I have been experiencing extreme depression and suicidal thoughts for about 2 years now. I take meds and see a counselor once a week for it. I also have something called bi-polar, which means I'm reeeally happy one minute and depressed the next. My depression isn't triggered by anything, it just happens. Even furthermore the phychiatrist believes I have a form of A.D.H.D (or A.D.D.) it prevents me from concentrating, even though I am very intelligent, it hinders me from grasping the material. Now that you know a bit about me, check out some other things like, my friends, bands, dolls, quotes, links and likes/dislikes. Don't forget to sign the guestbook! Thanks, Love, Meghan (Megz/Madd Dawg/ Big B/ Buttercup) |
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| I'm goin' to the Blink 182 / Green Day Concert on May 25!!! |
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| This ball brings you home ---> |
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| -May 2, 2002- What's up people? I have gotten encouraging words from people who signed my guest book! I'm so excited! lol. Ok, not that I'm getting a big head or anything but I have a banner (below) if anyone would want to link back to me. If you do please email me so I could possibly link back to your site also. |
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| The static echoes in the distance. No one hears it but me. Like static on a tv set, You can't get to what you wanna see. Things finally start to become clear. The silent static gets so loud, I can't hear. Someone help me, Clear my brain. Then the static fades, It starts to wane. These violent cycles strike at any time, This invisible, silent static, Confuses my mind. -Meghan Bethem- 4/30/2002 |