You make me sick
Your such a bitch
when ever i see you
i want to flip
your not perfect
your not beutiful
don't try to be others
because it just clutters
Clutters a mess
that you can't get out of
So do us all a favor
and just leave in a ZIP!
Why cant people see my point
I want to live for my self
I don't like help
And i don't like hand outs
I don't want to live off my parents
I like to be independent
And live for myself
You suck
You blow
your scum
Why must you prove
Prove to other people
that your better
and that your awesome
Rub it in their face
Puch your 'grand life' into others
I know things are not perfect for you
We all have the same problems
But we all have the same number of people
that care
So don't push what you think is grand
in to other peoples hair!
What is happening to me
I can't think of anything good
I think all my works sucks
and its driving me nuts!
Its not up to my expectations
It now what people like
I don't even like
Why can't i do something
Awesome
Marvelous
Spectacler
Just great
But i just have to live with
O.K.
Mediocre
nice
Thats not what i like
I suck at life
Why do i go on
There is nothing i do
that is good enought
Even food hates me
I mess things up
and screw up
maybe i should just hide
and stay way from peoples lives
I don't make you happy
i don't make you proud
I think all i do is
Make you frown
I feel like i don't live up to your standards
I feel like its not good enought
but maybe what you is
not me at all
I show you everything i have done
but you don't say a word
Maybe if im lucky i'll get an "oh, nice"
You tell me what i should do
To make it look better
But never a "this is better"
So i will just sit here
And keep on disappointing you
Becasue im not you and im just poo
Noone sees me how i am
In my head im so diffrent
Im not happy
Im not hyper
Im not me
In my head i see my slef not like this
Im sad
Im mad
I hate myself
But noone can see this
Only in my head is this
Your so far
I wish you were here
I get crazy ideas in my head
to just drive 32,000 miles
just to see you
just to talke to you
just to hug you
but i can't
must just wait
wait for you to come home
or me to get out there
i miss you
I see the world in your eyes
you mean that to me
you treat me right
and im all bright
bright when i see you
light up like the sun
just to be in your arms
i can feel your charm
its good and its right
we never fight
and when we do
its ok
because we can take it
we cant fake it
we make up and get our life going
because the world is showing
in your eyes
Bla Bla Bla
That is all i hear
I don't understand you
I don't hear you
I don't knwo what your talking about
And i just want to shout
Learn to speak ENGLISH!
and maybe we won't pout!
Borded out of my gord
with nothing to do
i don't have any studying
I don't have anything due
I don't have any money to buy any books
but hey, its what i say
they are all over looked
Even if i had some they would not be used
Becasue you see im a sr. who is
just and underacheiver
Maybe i have a Sr. feaver
and don't wanna grow up
Maybe this is how i have been
the passed 35 months
Doing that work that has to be done
Not doing the work that should be done
thats how i am and in not going to change
So lest just celebrate for being in College today!
Back to the beging
Hope it works out better
I had fun
Lets keep it that way
Lets not let things get between us
And keep it how it is
We have a lot in common
So lets not fight
Its over
And Im happy
Im happy that we are frinds again
So tired
wanna sleep
just curl up in a ball
and not think
cant feel a thing
my mind is cludy
don't want to think
about what need to be done
my distractions are done
and now must work
work on what is comming up next
it deos not make me happy
but it must be done
life moves fast
must catch up with it
and get in the lane
amd move with the traffic
I really need you now
i know you can't be here
i will have to deal with it
but i really whis you were here
im going threw some hard times
i need your sunshine with me
to help me
to make me laugh
i whis you were here
but you can't
and its understanable
i will jsut look at our pics
and remember how we laugh
and the phone calls will help
but i still wish
you were here
Where are you?
Yoru not here
What have i done?
i was here for you
Now you seam to have disappered
I call you, and you never call back
I miss you and whis you would come back
Your out with someone who has runied your life
Don't be ashammed, it was not your fault
I just wish you could see
see what is happing to you
and just come back
i love you for who you are
and not at what you ahve become
i will always be your freind
but you have to come back