Hey, I'm not doing to good, I have been very sad lately and don't really have anyone to talk to about that would understand. I hate my job so much, today I called in sick and they did not sound too happy, but what can you do, I have homework to do and I feel really terrible today. I think I because I haven't been going to the gym that much lateley is part of the reason, so I am going to start going 4 times a week again, even If I have to cut back on my horrible job, may I will do more collecting to make up for it. One good thing is I may get into mount royal full time so I can start my BA and not have to work at the casino so much. I don't like living here very much but what can you do, if I stay I can finish my degree in 2-1/2 to 3 years, so I think I will do that. The next step is seeing if I can get a student loan, I probably will not know what I am doing until november of so maybe longer who knows. OJ and I are doing ok , but because I have been sad lately it has made me more erritable towards him. I can't wait till we go to edmonton I am very excited, but if he asks me on more time not to go I will probably agree with him, cause I don't want to go if he does not want to go. I am going to apply with West Jet too, who know, I have always wanted to fly. After November I am probably going to work less, its just too much and I am very unhappy. Sorry to be so down today, maybe tommorrow will be better. Shawn p.s Thank for all the good comments in my guestbook.
