| July, 21, 2003 | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| Dear Diary, Hey, Today did not start out good, my sister I guess was yelling at my mom cause my firend Jaiver was sleeping downstairs. Then I got in a argument with my mom as well and she tried to pawn it off on my sister. "it was her choice and she said yes and now she is saying no" as if she owned the house and that my mom had know say. (This was because Jaiver was going to stay here when he got back from Mexico, until he could get his Citzenship) Javier could also here all the arguing that was going on, it was awful. Then later on apparenley my mom and my sister talked and my sister was soposed to talk to me about Javier staying but did not. My Mom came down after and said right infront of Javier instead of letting me tell him, that he could no longer stay because My sister said so and that she was tired of being put in the middle. That made me so mad, because there should be no middle unless you put yourself there. What really made me mad is that they all had already said that he could stay, so he had made plans, then at the last second they say he could not, that is very rude. I do not atribute all blame on one person, I give 40% to Melissa for not sharing, 60% to my mother, it is her house and she make's the final decsion. Now Javier is trying with three days left before he goes to find a new place to stay, I will not be able to help him with his citzenship, because we do no live together. My lip still really hurts today, I bit it a few night ago and it blew up like a balloon. I am not very happy today at all, it's one off those day where you just want to drop everything and leave and never come back, you know. Later on at about 10pm at night Javier and I went to the Gym, the 24 hour one. It was pretty good, I still like edgemont better. Oh and before that earlier on in the day I went to my old place and started packing more things. Did not bring anything back with me, it was so hot and we decided that we would hire my younger sister and her friends to help me move and clean this weekend. After the gym we went to Moxies downtown along the c-train route. It was really good since I was feeling kinda sick and hungry after working out. We then caught the last C- Train and I was so tired I went almost stright to bed. Had to relax first. I had a few calls on things I am selling from my old appartment, I hope to sell it all so I don't have to get rid of it. Not that it is bad stuff, just big stuff. Now that it is later on in the day I am feeling a little bit better, I hope tomorrow will be better. It's so hot I am having trouble sleeping ahhhhhhhh!!!! Still no complely sure what I am doing with my post 2nd school, but I should know soon. Well that all for now. ttyl Shawn |
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