Hey happy new year!! I know it is well past that but still happy New Year!! While a lot has happened since the last time I entered. New Year�s was a blast; a few little things did not go to plan. We changed the restaurant, because the first one changed the arrangements on us. Then some of my friends did not show up, but we still had fun without them.
Joe and I are doing great, I have never been happier. He is this fantastic guy and I can�t get over that I am with him. I still sometimes think that I am not good enough or cute enough and why does he like me? Just stuff left over from the past I think. I try not to think about it much though, bad for self confidence. This year is going to be great I have allot of plans, in fact I have started to plan out my year to see how it will work and may plan even more in advance.
I have so many tests this month, its not even funny. I have two diploma exams, an exam for work and another for career testing. The work stress is getting better, as per my plan I have gotten a job in a drug store, I just have to do an exam then I start work. I foresee no problems there; it�s just in the next while till my first pay day I am on a very small budget, so only free fun for a while and maybe a little cheap fun too.
My regular stress is calming down and I think it will mostly be gone by the end of February, I can hardly wait!! I have had a bit of a cold lately, so I have not been completely my self, but that should been done with in about 5 days or so. My grandma is doing better now, she is home from the hospital, but things have changed now, for the better I hope, in the way she lives. She almost died at one point over the Christmas holidays, which I did not show to my family, but I was worried to. I had my first English exam today, which I don�t� think I did very well on, but I hope I got at least 50%. I just want to get this done and over with. Catching up and moving on with my life, so I am not feeling like I am always behind everyone else. While that is all for TTYL Shawn
