When I'm lost & confused & needed someone to chat
I look at the phone & again I feel sad
it's the same damn phone that I used to call your home
now it's just helplessness I feel
I'd tell my troubles to you
now I pretend I'm writing to someone real
you left me without a clue
now I doubt that any love is true
many things have changed over all these years
time had healed but there's still this fear
fear that I'll screw up again
fear that my heart will feel pain again
what have I done so wrong
this question bugs me even after so long
sometimes I ask myself why
even time had dried the river of tears we cried
I dreamt of you just the other night
I woke up hugging my pillow so tight
I almost scream realising it's just a dream
I woke up again lost & confused... [garyang]
