Tired

I just cannot seem to understand
this majestic eloquence of this expressing hatred.
It chases you away...you slip away some more.
And how dare you compare with sheer confidence,
How can I compete with the quantity of years?
Such insensitivity to throw the arguement of friends
while I on the other hand, have nothing to shield myself with
Vunerable and raw to your emotional offensive tactics
I gather the remaining ego pieces that were scattered.
The question of having enough time's not a perfect excuse
Neither is it a perfect reason to take the bond for granted.
Demanding for understanding, I have given to you
while I counted the ticks of seconds wasted.
Dependency is merely the reason that I can find at fault
but you always cut me down by saying I was hypersensitive.
I am not here to be your filler nor am I here to be your clown.
I have grown past the stage of self questioning.....
Now, I have accepted the fact that it has to be
That, I am alone in this cosmic idiotic voyage.

12/04/98
You were not paranoid. You were right.

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