A Time of Deceit and Anguish

A time of deceit and anguish
Frustrations blossom in every seed that I spit
With my nails scratching the soil
Looking for answers�evidently unread
Forcing this phase of sacrifice beneath my neck
Lumping my throat and wasting my energy
Choking�.as I swallow my tears and sweat
Arguing that my plane of argue is legitimate
Alas�My frail voice is unheard.
A battle I fought with you in legion
And I thought we would win this head on
And I thought I would be lifted with you
And I thought you always thought of this.
And I am wrong with every plane of descent,
I thought you were beside my points
For a moment, I felt your hands getting mine
But as you claim�. It never happened
As I laud my so called pseudo-battle,
I look back and casualties were too many to count,
I have never realized that silly�not until I felt it
That alone�I celebrated the sepulture of me�.
And I thought we were in this together�
but You were not with me all along�

December 14, 1999
3:45-4:35 p.m.
Nonsensical battle

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