A Self-Love Story

I just do not know how I am going to say this
I love you, but you'll never know
I wanted to tell you but never
I feel like murdered in a thousand snow

Areas unexplored begin to show
Areas we never talked about
Areas that are taboos
Areas I want you to go with me

Love is all I can offer
Love that no man has given
Love that will make you see clear
Love that is the key to warmth

Passion overflows from my within
Passion I offer to you my love
Passion's fire put off
Passion never reciprocated

Warmth I thought you gave
Warmth of your body penetrates
Warmth of your words ignited lust
Warmth of your stares lit my love's candle

You, I loved too much
You, I trusted with 7's
You, I longed for passion
You, I craved for so long

Agony lingers in every corner
Agony trickled from my eyes
Agony felt when I see you not
Agony when you don't hear me

Hurt as I am within
Hurt with nobody to cry on
Hurt I would see you with
Hurt with pain in the soul

Afraid I will not be understood
Afraid I would be quoted as another
Afraid not to feel your warmth
Afraid I would see you no longer

Cold hands you have touched
Cold heart you gave me
Cold responses said
Cold tears trickled on my face.

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