Pity

You, my friend can no longer be mine
Pity you with all the suspicions they gave
Neither of it is true and accurate
Either of us is affected in a way or another.

I tried to say nothing to protect
I Try to fill every silenced second
Life can never be fair for all
Life is too short to be consumed by suspicion.

It is not that it is true
But through my actions you were judged.
I am ravaged and prepared for vengeance
But that would just intensify the truth of not.

I will let go of you eventually with heart sunk
I never should have but the suspicion
It eats us up by eventually believing
That maybe we are better off without each other's company.

I will sacrifice the bond that held us weaved
Rather than seeing you pitied by others with suspicion
Even if the act about to happen is against our will
We have to part paths and never look back for each other.

December 6,1997
Makati Medical Center
12:51 - 12:59 p.m.
Just the thought of it angers me.

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