Amidst the loathing of things changing
You initiate the cycle of change and hatred
Assuming things to be better after the sun slumbers
But no longer can you change the fact that you are guilty.
Ingrate, that you are beyond the care shown
Distrustful of the security of the bond made
What do you want to quench that throat, dry of dissatisfaction?
You drift away pretending that you don't.
Alas, the whole world collapses upon your feet
Daunting your assurance of things and people around
Pointing the blame to others and sure that they were guilty of your misery
Oblivious that you started and created this perfect world of mess.
Now that you try to salvage the ruins of the battle you started
You cry injustice and abomination to all that's left
Scattered and empty handed, you never think of your fate.
You wince, tears flow, but there is nothing you can change now.
1/13/99
A Poem for MySELF....the Irresponsible One.
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