I talked while you listened
I was trying to tell but you never deciphered
I want to be more than you expected
I can't. Face the fact, I am different.
You never tried to dig deep within
You haven't tried what it is to warm
You won't even try to acknowledge it
You pretend not to be aware of it.
I always shout with a silent voice
The heart speaks in beats and you must be keen
It begs for your love and warmth
Regret pours over when my heart is muted.
Intuition never was a theme for you
As long as the air is clean, you breathe
The last grain of time has fallen
Still here I am waiting, contemplating my idiotic love for you.
09/05/98
Scream silently.......I am dying.
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