As of Now...

I am afraid I will be misunderstood as another
I am afraid that you might not wrap me around your arms
I am afraid that we won't view the fields of anxiety and Philosophy
I am afraid that you won't let me explain after I say it to you.
Troubled with my feelings for you, very much
Troubled with my warmth to be mistaken as another
Troubled with my fear of grasping the cool sea
Troubled with my anxiety of seeing you wither in my samsara.
You cannot understand my feelings
You cannot understand me either
You cannot understand that two of a kind can mix
You cannot understand that I long for your warmth........

12:25 am
July 7, 1997

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