the way I'm drinking you down Like I wanna drown (I wanna end me)

"That which we can feel within our grasps can quickly be taken from us, Jenny. For so long you have been running around XWF like you run the place. You are one of the idiots who want everything handed to you in this business. Newsflash, NOTHING is handed to anyone in the XWF and that includes the Shooting Star Title. You claim no one is giving you credit. Maybe fucking earn the credit you shitstain. You called me a part timer but nothing could be further from the truth. You see, there is nothing part time about me. I am a FULL TIME wife, a FULL TIME mother, and a FULL TIME XWF SUPERSTAR! You see, I took a step back but I am still better than you. You claim I lost the Anarchy Title the same night I won it. That isn't true. I NEVER lost the Anarchy Title! I will earn yet another title by beating an over confident jackass like you. Ask Ruby what I am capable of. Ask Atara Themis what I am capable of. Ask Bobbi London what I am capable of. You overlooking me is the fucking story of my career.

I walked around the office as I shook my head side to side. I was sick and damn tired of being over looked. I looked directly into the camera.

"Do you see me now, Jenny? Are you going to keep taking me lightly because I will make damn sure you suffer for it. They don't call my husband Vengeful for nothing. He has taught me all about killer instinct in this business. There was a time that your words would have been correct. I used to just try to skate by in this business. That was before I truly gained the passion for the sport. Before I realized that this business was more than just a spectacle. You have got me fucked up at this point. People like you give our business a bad name. You run out on camera and show your tits and think everyone is going to give you what you want. I am going to give you something at High Stakes alright. I am going to knock your fucking teeth down your God damned throat! I am an MMA fighter as well as a professional wrestler. I am also a former Olympic Gold Medalist. I am the most decorated person you will EVER step into the ring with Miss Myst. I suggest that you step the fuck out of my way before I knock you out of the way."

I paced a bit more before continuing to speak.

"Lucky for you, Jenny, there are two other bimbos in this match. Allow me to get on with it by talking about Betsy Granger. Il Vladente... the Wayfarer if you will. You really are known as the person who walks on foot? Are you too fucking broke to buy a car? I am confused. Is that nickname supposed to strike fear in the hearts of your opponents because, quite frankly, I am not scared at all. Au contraire. I am ready to smack your ass around. You can talk all the talk on Twitter you want about how being smacked around is just another Tuesday Night but ultimately what I do to you won't be pleasurable and it won't remind you of the BDSM porn you watch on the Hub. I am going to make sure you know you have been in a fucking war at High Stakes. You claim to not be new to this business but acted like I was nothing but an afterthought when you spoke about all of us in this match. I simultaneously held all the gold on Anarchy. I took Action Wrestling by storm and even married one of the greatest wrestlers of all time. You see, the Vayden name is going to be the biggest name in wrestling history and the legacy of Geri and Derrick Vayden will live on in our daughter and any future kids we have. I have wrestled all over the world and idiots like you show your laziness by not digging into the history of the sport we all love. I, for one, will not sit idly by and let airheaded morons like you take over our business. Bobbi London already tried."

I paced a bit more as I quickly changed my focus to Ash Quinn.

"Ash Quinn. You basically tried to call me old. I am twenty two sweety. I have much life left in me. If you and I were to roll around you couldn't keep up with me. You are half the lover I am and half the wrestler I am. You are nothing to me. I was trying to be nice but no more Miss Nice Vayden. I am tired of being nice only for people like you to run your cum traps. You want to run your mouth but once the bell rings you run like a little bitch. Ash, I am not going to take it easy on you. I am going to make an example out of you. I am going to take your career and throw it in the trash where it belongs. You are nothing to me, Ash. You are nothing to this business. You are simply a never was and a never gonna be. You are not going to be able to get any moves in. You are someone who doesn't matter. You are not someone I fear. I fear no one especially not someone like you who can fit in my God damned pocket. You are not someone I see as a threat or even as an inconvenience. Do us all a favor and fucking disappear! Ash just fucking disappear.

I turned my camera off. I wasn't about to waste more breath on those who were not worthy of my time and effort. High Stakes was right around the corner and I would be the NEW Shooting Star Champion! I walked out of my office and into my living room where Derrick sat holding Makayla. He looked at me as I sat down on the couch. I let out a sigh as I shook my head. He broke the silence.

"Long day?"

I nodded as I responded.

"You have no idea. You get booked against top notch talent. You would think I am new with the pile of shit XWF has booked me against. They have the audacity to put me in a match with four women, none of which are worthy of washing my panties let alone being in a ring with me. I am not some bimbo off the street. Do they have no idea who I am anymore? Have they forgotten how I took over one show in a few months? Have they forgotten that I am a motherfucking Vayden? I am not going to allow this kind of travesty to rule their minds."

Derrick nodded.

"Do what I do. Show them they fucked up. Show them exactly who you are and what you are about. Yes, we both know you are above this meaningless title but YOU need to show THEM! Win this title and defend it proudly. Move back up that proverbial ladder like we both know you can. Show the management why fucking with the Vayden's is not smart. That is what I am doing. I am showing exactly what my employer would miss out on if I were gone. If these little bitches want to run their mouths like you are nothing, kick them square in their teeth."

I nodded in agreement again as I was obviously going to do that. I love Derrick but sometimes he talks to me like I am twelve.

"Babe, I am going to fucking kill them all in order to get gold again. That title may be a piece of shit but it is yet another decoration for my case. From the Olympics to Wrestling to soon MMA... all I do is win! All I do is decorate myself. I am already one of the most decorated athletes in the world but adding more decoration is never a bad thing. It will be my pleasure to show exactly why I am the most in demand wrestler in the world. I will prove why XWF NEEDED ME! I will show these bimbos why I am the best thing in this company and in this whole damn business. Most people need an over the top gimmick to get over. Kennedy Matthews was a British Bombshell. Lissie Hope was a drug addict. Atara Themis is a slut. I am just me. I am just an athlete who gets by with being myself and just being that fucking good. None of the wrestlers in XWF want to fight me. Shawn Warstein heard I was coming back and he dipped. Who is it that is going to step to me? Sure as hell isn't going to be Ash Quinn, Betsy Granger, or Jenny Myst. It sure as hell isn't going to be Atara Themis, Halocen, or Lycena. All that matters is that when the dust settles I will stand atop the crumpled heap that is the Shooting Stars of XWF. I am going to assume my place on the throne at the head of the table this Thanksgiving. They can all fight over who sits at the Kid's Table and who gets to sleep outside with the dogs."

Derrick interjected himself again.

"What did the dogs do to deserve that poor of treatment?"

I had to confirm that Derrick was right, something I hate doing.

"You are right. The dogs don't deserve to have their spaces ruined by those pieces of shit posing as humans. Ladies, listen and listen well. None of you are on my level. None of you have what it takes to beat me and none of you will beat me. Understood? You need to get it through your dense skulls. I mean two of you are dumb blondes so I get it. Ash, I used to think higher of you and then you opened your mouth. You had to go and prove everyone right. Some people are meant to be seen... not heard! So go away and let me win this the easy way seeing as it is an inevitability that I am going to win this title. Just hand it to me and forgo all the pain and torture you will go through. It is in the best interest of all of you to do so!"

With that I walked toward the bedroom. I winked and motioned for Derrick to follow me. He scrambled and put Makayla in her bed as the scene faded to black.

MONTY