What up? It's that most annoying voice, he who still hasn't broken past the wall of why. Life is a journey, if we found what we were looking for, we would just look for something else. Otherwise our lives would not go on. A toast To being lost, seeking, losing, and searching. Be. Explore. And never, ever be a pussy. There is no self to find. Self is always changing. Just find your frequency (rate of change) and include your rate of change in frequency, find a synchronizing melody (anything/person/place with a wave cycle that changes at the same rate but goes in the opposite direction). If I remember my physics right it would be a destructive interference when they meet. But rather than be destructive, two constantly changing waves suddenly unite and become an unmoving string. Maybe for only a moment in time till the waves separate, but there is where you lose yourself, and your loneliness. A sense of unity, a bond with all that is around you. This is not like mob mentality where one action ripples across an increasingly easily impressionable crowd. This is something else. Some surf to find this wave. Some smoke to find this wave. Some listen to music to find this wave. Some think to find this wave. Some spend to find this wave. This wave exists in nature somewhere. Find it. Oh, you weren't being serious? You were just taking all those online quizzes that say who you are for no reason? Sorry. Craziness just means you are not at agreement with yourself/surroundings. Either change what you want (wanting pizza to wanting ice cream for example) or change things to what you want (changing ice cream into pizza). However, I don't believe in changing things without the owner's permission. But that's because of my morals, ethics, and wussiness. Gotta have confidence and faith in what you do to be able to act and influence beyond your flesh. But this is only if you care at all for this world. It don't mean shit to me. There are other worlds out there to explore. This one has been getting real old. But the rest are the same probably but only one way to find out. No escape from samsara, to leave it requires someone to come back to it. Want. Wish. Strive. Hunger. Lust. Need. Devour. Struggle. Acheive. Pursue. Prey. Don't you feel the pulse of the universe in your veins?
We are nothing without our desires... Give in. And don't look too far ahead.


ramblings:
Words however powerful require agreement of meaning and belief in its inmutability to control you without question.

Communication requires agreement of meaning.

Each way a person says the same word is different, how come we can recognize it as the same word as someone else said?

Is God the super-membrane?

While unity and peace are delightful ideals, they are temporary along with everything else. Diversity, change, vitality, growth, conflict are essential to life.
So A Perfect Circle, think more than one step ahead.
Same goes for you Buddhists! Matter and Energy cannot turn into nothingness. Nirvana isn't a nothingness state. Isn't Buddha reborn every few thousand years? Aren't those who reached nirvana still "coming back" to help those in the material realm. Has it got through your skulls that the goal your striving for is a logical fallacy? Go try to stop poverty or something...