It sounds like water.
Did someone leave the faucet on?
No, I know what it is,
I saw you earlier.
The cuts are getting deeper.
I try to help you,
Try to understand.
Why do you push me away?
Please let me into your world,
I dont understand you.
Its so hard to see you this way.
Im there to catch you,
As you passout from loss of blood.
I try to bandage the wound.
I try to fight back the tears,
They blur my vision.
Why didnt I stop you?
Now Im too late.
as you try to calm me down.
I scream at you.
You dont say anything,
just stare at me blankly.
Why do you try to stop me?
I just want to die,
feel the rush.
Just let me be,
death is calling, beckoning, to me.
My days are slowly ending,
making life so miserable.
Yet you constantly tell me,
life is so great.
I dont understand.
I cut myself deeper,
feel the blood flow.
The pain,
its so overwhelming.
I want it all to end.
I slice myself,
one last time.
I take my last breath.
Slowly I feel my life,
its draining away.
This must be the end,
I feel empty.
This is my death.
Why do you try to stop me?
I dont understand,
I want it all to end.
I take my last breath,
This is my death.
watch you die.
Seein you burn from the inside,
squirm from the pain and the lies.
Watching your blood flow,
its a deep deep red.
I wanna watch you burn,
see you dead.
I wanna hear your screams,
hear your pain.
Listen to you scream on the outside,
unable to breath or refrain.
Hearing your blood cudling screams,
hear your last breath.
I wanna hear your screams,
listen to your death.
I cant help it.
My thoughts run wild,
I had to let you know.
Im sorry for the pain Ive caused,
I wanna try to stop.
You cut yourself cuz I hurt you,
Please you have to stop.
Im sorry I frustrate you,
Its all my damn fault.
Im sorry I love you.
Im sorry you love me.
Im sorry for all my words.
Im sorry Im alive.
I take back the harm Ive done,
I take back everything.
