Hateful Words

Sullenly looking out into the world
Not knowing where to turn
I cry to myself like a baby
I scold myself like a parent
I cannot keep these hateful words
From burning into my flesh
I care that I care about emotions
I don't care what they think
But deep down, my soul breaks
When they talk about me
I am full of cracks and holes
Unable to stop the insuing darkness
It covers me, envelopes me
In it's warm, hating arms
I give in like I knew I would
I want to kill me, want to break you
I tear my world down and weep
At the loss of life and beauty
For who in the world
Can take my place?