Sirius lay in bed. He was so exhausted. After three weeks of continuing Morning sickness he began to feel rather weak. Every morning he had to get up around six o’clock and found himself kneeling in front of the toilet, vomiting. Every time after about a minute he could hear soft foodsteps and a blanket was put around his shoulders. Then Remus sat behind him to hold and sooth him. Always holding his long black hair back and stroking it with such a tenderness that Siri the first time began to cry as such unconditional love was shown to him.
Now here they lay back in bed together. Remus lay behind him and held him so tender that Siri wanted to cry again.
'Damn those fucking hormones!'
But despite of the vomiting Sirius Black was the happiest man on earth. He had always loved Remus and never thought they would be together. That his love could return those feelings. Now here they were together for all eternity...with a child on the way. Fondly he now remembered how Remus had confessed his love just after Sirius had been injured by Death Eaters and almost been raped by Wormtail a year ago.
Flashback
As Padfoot opened his eyes he saw that he was in a dungeon.
'How did I end up here?'
Just then the door opened and Voldemort entered with Wormtail and two other Death Eaters just behind him.
„Mr. Black it would be generous of you to tranform back yourself, otherwise I would have to do it. And trust me you don’t want that.“ Voldemort said with glee in his eyes. The two Death Eaters seemed to become more restless and now he could recognize them from their smell.
'Malfoy and Snape' he tought distantly just before the curse hit him. He hadn’t reacted fast enough and now was under the Crutio.
But he felt proud of himself as he didn’t scream.
Then suddenly it stopped.
„Will you be more compliend now, Black? Now I promised Wormtail he could play with you for a bit so if you will excuse me...“ with that the wand was pointed at him again.
„Pertificus Totalis“ and he couldn’t move. That wasn’t the worst so as he saw Peter wandering towards him while chucking out of his rope. More shocking however was the bulge in front of his trousers Wormtail was rubbing.
„Now Sirius. You belong to me finally. I wanted you for so long. But you were just interested in James and the damn Werewolf. Never did you see me looking at you when you had Quidditch or see me watching you while under the shower. How I memorized every curve of your body. How I slipped you a potion in our seventh year and touched you while you slept so peaceful. You never knew I used to slip you the potion every week at least once just to cum all over you. Over your beautifull face. Oh god Sirius how I longed for your tight heat. To just trust into you and make you mine. But I couldn’t. He would have known...That damn Remus. So Lord Voldemort promised me a long time ago that I would get you as a price when I told him about James and Lilly.“
Sirius lay there dazed. He had always wanted to know why Peter had done this. Now that he knew he felt sick. He felt violated, by one of his friends no less. Sirius felt bile rise in his throat and wished he could just vomit. But the spell held him in place and so he began to choke.
„What is it Sirius?“ Peter asked a bit concern in his voice.
„You fool he is choking on something. When you don’t lift the spell he will suffocate!“ came the controlled answer from Severus. The man just stood there fascinated. Nobody had known why Peter Pettigrew betrayed the Potters. They had to get Sirius out of here. They weren’t best friends but comrades after Narcissa had been killed. She had tried to coerce Draco to become a Death Eater but he had told her where she could shove it. After that she tried to get Lucius to kill his son or at least cut of the money. Naturally he didn’t do it. Lucius loved his son more that his wife and divorced her. Narcissa then went to Hogwards to kill Draco herself. Luckily Sirius had been there to stop his cousine. As she tried to kill the large black dog in front of her son he transformed into Sirius Black she send a unforgiveable towards him and Draco. Sirius had known that he could only escape the spell if he sprang out of the way but then Draco would die. So he stood there and just before the spell hit a barrier flared to life in front of him. The only thing he remembered was Dumbledore, Snape and Malfoy running towards them as Narcissa fell down to the ground dead as her own spell hit her.
They had never discovered what deflected the unforgiveable and now here they were. Trying to rescue the man that recued Dracos life at the cost of his very own. Luckily Lucius always stayed in contact with his son and just a few minutes ago told him to go to Dumbledore and Lupin to tell them everything.
„You must release him when you don’t want him to die, Wormtail.“ Drawled Lucius voice next to Severus. He would not allow Sirius to be raped. He had overheard how Harry Potter had spoken to his godfather about sex. And how Sirius had told him that he didn’t know anything about it cause he himself was still a virgin...and this at the age of 35. Lucius had been shocked. The man had always been beautifully stunning. How had he managed to stay so innocent? And then there had been Azkaban...he heah heared that the Prisoners were everything but sane. And he stayed a virgin. Had Sirius ever been in love? After what he heared from Peter it could be possible that Sirius loved Remus Lupin, the Werewolf. Who had never been interested in anyone other than his friends...
'Could it be that the two...'
Before Lucius could end his musings he saw how Wormtail went over to Sirius and liftet the binding spell.
That was when Sirius just turned around and vomited.
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