| A Small Regret |
| Last thoughts about my JC regrets: Well, maybe I was feeling too inferior for her. Maybe I was not ready. But in the end, she was lost to me and this I have accept the facts. She should be married by now. Hope she will have a great marriage... |
| A small regret from my JC life was in the Chinese Society... Can be considered as a 'lost love affair' that happened to me. At that time of JC1, I got to know a gal and soon she became my first galfriend. *Sigh* As everybody in the Society knows I have a galfriend already, I did not realize dat actually some gals in the Society had a crush on me too. And it was actually my seniors who were one year older than me... Well who can expect this? I still remembered the memorable event vividly - the last day of the Farewell Celebration which we held for our seniors. It was a beautiful nite. When we were all listening to the music, suddenly the MC announced a dancing program for everyone. People soon get up to dance. I was sitting there, when one of the gals suddenly asked me for a dance... It was HER... the most beautiful gal in the Society... (not I rated her this way - all guys rated her best in our own private talks) And so I accepted the invitation and danced slowly to the music... While dancing, we chatted about each other under the moonlight... She was so charming!!... It was simply unforgettable!! Then she actually told me how she felt about me and expressed her feelings to me. I didn't expected it at all so I was very surprised. Thinking that the most pretty gal in the club and my senior too, actually liked me? Well, it was hard to believe. I did not want to go into the details but I could not handle it properly... Eventually things didn't go well as expected and I disappointed her deeply in the end. Being one year older, she left school and went to university faster than I. After that, I could feel that I was a fool who did not appreciate love when it came. The worst thing is that I had already broke up with my galfriend when it she expressed to me... I was silly not to accept it! And it became the first great great great regret of my life. Think I deserved it. This event even plagued me for the rest of my Army Life... Haha that was something. Can say silly now... but last time this event affected me greatly to say the least. With this lesson learnt, I hope I can treasure each and every relationship from now on. That's all folks... You can check out my Weiqi Exploits Or return: Back to History |