Title: Yadda
Yadda, Bang Bang
Author:
Lusmeitli
Rating:
PG-13 (until further notice)
Show: DA
Disclaimer:
Cameron made them, no money, no cry
Genre:
Action/Drama
Pairing:
Yogi Bear and Betty Boo
Summary: My
post-FN version, so to speak. It picks up right where FN left us
hanging.
A/N: Long
time, no update. This story was on a very long hiatus, which is officially over
now. That doesn’t mean you’ll now get a weekly update though. ;) But I got the
story back on track.
I’d like to
thank Roon, Goblie and Shallowness for their wonderful (purely unintentional
but invaluable) input from many discussions and lj-entries. Thank you BHG for
being the one that kicked my ass to do this.
Any idiocies
are mine.
A/N2: The “preview“-format
is used by kind permission of Heather.
Chapter IV
“ALEC!”
Max shot up,
her eyes opening in shock, but she closed them immediately with a moan, for the
bright light stung. She sank back onto the bed, because she had a killer
headache. What the hell had happened? Where was she? What was she doing lying
in bed? Why did her head hurt?
“Max?” A
distant voice called her.
She opened
her eyes again, carefully this time. Her vision was blurry at first. A face
appeared before her. Red hair, freckles – Pillow! She was in the infirmary. But why…?
Suddenly,
memory rushed back to her. The crossroads, Alec on the bike,
the accident, Alec being thrown through the air, Alec landing on a car, Alec’s
broken neck. She shot up again, ignoring the throbbing pain in her head.
“Alec?
Where’s Alec?” she asked almost hysterically, her hands grabbing the collar of
Pillar’s shirt. “Tell me!”
“Whoa, whoa,
calm down, Max!” Pillow forced her back onto the bed. “Relax. Alec will be here
in a moment. We called him after you collapsed.”
Max didn’t
understand anything anymore. It was as if she were in a bad film. Alec coming soon? But hadn’t she just watched him… die?
Pillow
warily watched an obviously terribly shaken Max. She pulled up a chair and sat
down next to the bed.
“Max, what
do you remember?”
Max’ head
was spinning. She had to concentrate hard to answer Pillow’s question, to even
understand it. Which confused her. Concentration
problems had never bugged her, except for when Manticore had “worked“ on her
and used strong drugs to keep her down. And… what was the question again?
“Max? What
do you remember?” Pillow repeated upon seeing Max’ confusion.
She pressed
her fingertips against her temples. “I remember walking here with Alec. I
wanted to check on you and Liam.” She looked up.
“Then I
don’t know what happened. Last thing I remember is I was standing at a
crossroads and… there was Alec… on a bike. He wanted to come to me, but was hit
by a car and… and…”
She looked
at a spot on the wall behind Pillow, her lower lip slightly quivering, her eyes
big and irritated as the scene replayed in her mind over and over again. The sickening sound of a breaking neck. Her next words
weren’t more than a breath. “And Alec died. Right before my
eyes.”
Pillow
studied Max intently for a while. After a moment of silence,
she gently took Max’ hands in hers, making her look at her.
“This was a
dream, Max. You came here and we went over the supply list. Suddenly you
fainted. You bumped your head quite a bit. We had to stitch you up. We were
starting to get worried since you were out cold for quite a while. You yelled
Alec’s name, so we called him.”
Max couldn’t
believe what she heard. A dream? Alec was alive? She
had only been dreaming this horrible–
“But it
seemed so real, it was so… intense.”
Her eyes
bore into Pillow’s, desperately wanting to believe, but yet still so shaken
from how real it all had felt.
The redhead squeezed
Max’ hands quickly. Slipping into doctor mode, she picked up the chart and started
to check Max’ vitals and the reaction of her pupils again.
“Have you
observed anything abnormal lately? I mean did you feel dizzy, have you had
special medical treatment I should know of?”
Biting on
her lower lip, Max tried to remember. “I was at Manticore for a while, but they
fixed some things. At least that’s what I think. I didn’t have any seizures
anymore, didn’t need Trytophan ever since I got back. Apart from that…” Max
carefully shook her head. “Do you know why I fainted?”
Pillow
stopped filling in the chart and met Max’ eyes. There was something in them
Pillow had seen many times before in the battle field: fear. She lowered the
chart and rubbed the bridge of her nose.
“To be
honest, I’ve no idea. Your vitals are perfectly normal,
I couldn’t detect anything in your blood. But I’d love to run a couple more
tests, only we’re not equipped for them. I know it’s no consolation, but we try
to do our best. Given the givens.” She checked with
the chart. “When was your last heat?”
Max still
wasn’t quite herself. “About… Well, quite some time
before they took me back to Manticore. Nearly a year?”
“This might
be a possible explanation. We ran a pregnancy test to be sure and it’s
negative. I don’t know what exactly they did to you, what they ‘fixed’. But it
might well be that, for some reason, possibly great mental stress, you didn’t
go into heat and your hormones now are a havoc. I couldn’t run a proper test,
so I don’t know if you’re actually about to go into heat right now. And since
you haven’t for so long, it might be more intense, since it’s…”
“Pent up?“ She watched the young field surgeon nod her head. Max
tried to let this information sink in. Going into heat… would be so, well,
untimely. She had enough to worry about as it was.
“What else
could it be?”
Pillow sat
down again, looking Max straight in the eye. “I don’t know, Max. If you were a
normal human being, there would be loads of reasons for you to faint:
dehydration, malnutrition, low blood pressure, stress. But you’re a transgenic.
It could be the retrovirus backfiring.” Pillow saw the worried
look on Max’ face. “I’m used to treating bullet wounds and such. But
this ain’t like anything I’ve ever seen. We’ll do our best, I promise.”
There was a
knock at the door. Liam’s head appeared. “A-a-a-lec’s
here.”
Pillow got
up. “I’ll talk to him first. You stay here, don’t get up just yet. Liam’ll give
you something against the headache.”
With that,
she disappeared, leaving Max alone with her thoughts.
* * * * *
Alec couldn’t
be more tense. His face was a mask of controlled indifference,
but his eyes revealed the true depth of worry.
“What
happened?”
“She was at
our office, we went through some lists and suddenly she fainted. Banged her head a bit. We had to stitch her up. No
concussion though.” Pillow sat down at the table and sighed, rubbing her eyes
tiredly.
Alec sat on
the edge of the desk, taking this all in. After a moment of silence he asked: “Any
idea as to why?”
Pillow
glanced from her files back to Alec and back to the papers again. There just had to be something she had overlooked.
“I don’t know yet. Everything is perfectly normal, her vitals, her blood test.
But to be absolutely sure, I would need to run tests we’re not equipped for.”
There was a
short silence, before Alec got up. “There was a small hospital in TC before the
spill. Maybe Liam can go with some guys and see what you can use. If
something’s missing let me know. We’ll get you equipped as soon as possible,
there‘ve been lots of labs around here.”
Pillow
nodded. “I’m not asking for high-tech. Just some basic lab stuff.“
She watched
as Alec fished his mobile out, speed-dialled and organised for some people to
pick up Liam and to help him get the equipment. He snapped his phone shut.
“They‘ll be
here in ten.” With that he got up and turned for the door.
Pillow’s
voice stopped him. “Alec?”
“Yeah?”
She was
quite embarrassed to suggest this. After all, she was a field surgeon. She was
good with battle injuries, but nothing more. “I don’t know, but maybe… it has
something to do with the runes? That or the retrovirus.”
Alec
gave her a pensive look and then turned, his hand reaching for the doorknob to
Max’ room.
“One more
thing before you go in.”
He looked
back over his shoulder, an eyebrow raised quizzically.
“She
believed you’re dead.”
“Huh?” His
hand dropped from the knob to his side. Turning, he stared at the field surgeon
in disbelief.
“She dreamt
you were killed in a car accident right in front of her eyes. She thought it
was real. I’m quite worried about her. She was totally out of it. Still’s very
irritated. Just… be careful.” Pillow checked the chart in her hands again.
Alec
swallowed, trying to take this information in and make sense of it. He nodded
and turned around again.
“Oh, and
Alec, after your visit, let me check on that bullet hole.”
His head
shot around. “Which bullet hole?” he asked genuinely irritated.
Ever so
slightly, she patted his upper left arm. “That one.”
* * * * *
Evy didn’t
exactly feel comfortable with what she was doing. And on a rational day, she
probably would have scolded herself for letting her emotions take over like
this. But this was not a rational day. It was a state of emergency.
After
Sheila’s call, she had been so enraged and furious, determined to do whatever
it took to protect her children from those… transgenics. At the meeting, she
had met other furious, enraged people. And it had fuelled her anger further. Her hatred. She could feel it. And there had been a short
moment when she felt like she was stepping out of her body and watched herself shout all the paroles, her fist angrily shooting up in the
air. Agreeing wholeheartedly that justice and peace only could be brought on by
them and not politicians, the military or the police. And for a moment she
hadn’t recognised herself anymore. But that moment passed quickly.
But ever
since the meeting, they had started to turn it all into action. Before it had just been talk. Now, there were guns in front
of them. All sorts of calibres. All
sorts of ammunition. Bullets. Things she had
always tried to protect her children from. Guns to her represented the will to
kill. Accepting the fact that someone could die from her hand weighed much
heavier on her than she thought it would only a couple of hours ago. When it had all just been words, no deeds.
“We’ll take
justice into our own hands.”
It had
sounded all quite simple and easy when she had listened to the speakers. Go and
get rid of the bad guys. Kill them if need be. Actually, they had encouraged
killing. It had all seemed so feasible. Like the most natural thing in the
world to do. The only thing to do. As if there
was no choice.
Now,
however, Evy wasn’t so sure anymore. What would her children think? She had
always taught them that two wrongs don’t make a right. Wasn’t she doing exactly
this now? Her morals and ethics once
had all been in place. She had known what was right and what was wrong. But now… Her world had shifted out of place.
Evy looked
up and met Sheila’s eyes. Her friend flashed her a
reassuring smile. How could Sheila be so sure that what they were doing was
right? How did she know her children wouldn’t hate her in a couple of years’
time? But then, maybe Evy’s kids wouldn’t be there in a couple of years to hate
her if she didn’t do this right now. She rather have
her kids hate her than being murdered by a transgenic.
She pressed
her lips to a thin line and determinately took the gun in her hands. When she
felt the cold metal on her warm skin, she shuddered slightly. The touch of kill.
“May my children
forgive me,” she whispered.
* * * * *
The phone
was picked up after the first ring. “Oui?”
“It’s me.”
The silence
on the other end encouraged to talk.
“I found it.”
“Bring it to
me.” Clearly the accent of someone who
hadn’t talked English for a while.
“That’s going
to be difficult, sir. This ain’t working as we thought. We need a new plan.”
Another
silence.
“Preserve it
then. Until we’ve come up with another plan.”
* * * * *
Alec
pushed the door open and entered Max’ room. She lay in
bed, looking very small and pale. Her eyes were closed, but they snapped open
when he approached the bed. Before he knew what happened, she flung herself out
of bed and around his neck, whispering something into his chest he didn’t quite
understand.
He gently
grabbed her by her arms and pushed her away from him. That was when he saw a
sole tear trickling down her face and he finally understood what she was
saying.
“You’re
alive.”
Over and
over she repeated it whilst gripping his jacket hard, scanning his face as if
she wanted to imprint every detail of it to her memory. Max needed to hear her
own voice formulating the words. She needed to hear them, see him, feel him, to
believe they were true. And oh, how relief washed through her, gut-wrenching
relief. She thought she had lost him for real and whilst she clung to his
jacket, she made promises to herself she knew she would never keep. She’d never
scold him anymore, she wouldn’t take him for granted ever again, and so much
more. Alec couldn’t leave her. He was too important to TC, to all of them – to
her. She needed him there, needed him to support her. Without him… it wouldn’t
be worth it.
Alec felt
more and more uncomfortable. Her behaviour worried him. Her dream must have
been very intense. Gently, but decidedly, he guided her back to the bed
and made her sit down. Max’ fingers still clung to his jacket, so he was forced
to sit down next to her. The silence weighed heavily on Alec’s chest. Never
before had he seen Max like this, never before had anyone displayed such… could
it be concern? for him. He didn’t quite know how to
handle this, which made him feel even more uncomfortable, so he tried to
lighten the mood.
“Max, don’t
you know tears ruin leather?”
What had
been intended as a joke, made her tears fall even faster. She still clung to
his jacket.
Alec watched
as Max’ head rested against his chest. She seemed to be seriously troubled. He
put his hands on her back, resting his chin on her head, slowly rocking her
back and forth.
They stayed
like that for a moment, until Max spoke up.
“It was so
intense, so real…” She sat up straight and searched his eyes. “What’s going on
with me?”
Alec met her
gaze. He saw how this was freaking her out. Hell, it freaked him out. “We’ll find out.”
* * * * *
“Hey! No biking
in here!“ Normal shouted after one of his employees.
“And you, missy! That package won’t grow feet. I don’t pay you to watch TV all
day, get your behind on a bike and deliver the package or you‘re fired, bip,
bip!”
“Hey,
you on drugs? If you’re doing drugs during work time, you’re fi–”
The blonde’s
hand shot up and stopped him. She motioned to the screen.
“Sketchy?” A
smile played on his lips.
* * * * *
Clemente sat
back in his chair, a hand covering his eyes. Right now, he felt very old and
tired. Vacations in that little hut by
He opened
his eyes and they fell right onto an old photograph on the wall. Right. That was
the reason. His dad. His personal
hero. Clemente remembered how enthusiastic he had been when he had graduated
from
Politicians
decided how to proceed in delicate situations. Whether or not
to shoot the bad guy. Which mostly resulted in endless
hours of waiting and a bloodbath. The bad guy usually would pull the
trigger before they had admission from above to do anything. However in the
aftermath, those responsible were always quick to blame someone else, if
anything went wrong. But the people on the streets didn’t see behind it all.
They just saw the police pulling the trigger.
And he
couldn’t blame them for not seeing the truth. How could they if no one was
there to tell them the truth? Everything was manipulated and carefully
arranged. Tactics to buy people’s votes. Money
outweighed the worth of a life. It made him sick.
He wished,
he could just up and leave this all behind, quit this job. But he couldn’t. Not
now. He knew it was silly, but he had this feeling that he was here for a
purpose. His place was here. The transgenics would need him. And, boy, he
supported them more minute by minute.
His eyes
fell onto the report in front of him. Webber had told him what she had found
out. And he was pretty scared of it. And he felt stupid, because despite his
years of experience, he had completely underestimated this situation. But then…
how could he possibly have foreseen this? How was he supposed to handle
this? Webber’s words still spun around in his mind.
“I’m not
sure what exactly we’re dealing with here, sir. Whatever it is, it is bigger
than everything we‘ve ever come across before. Much bigger.”
A knock at
the door interrupted his thoughts.
“Come in.”
Watson entered, a worried look on his face. “Sir, I’ve just heard
from our undercover agent. He was at the meeting. Approximately
four hundred people.”
“I suppose
they fuelled the fire, didn’t they?”
Clemente’s
assistant quickly bit his lip before he replied. “I’m afraid so, sir. They are
handing out guns now. An attack is planned for tomorrow morning. And…,” he
hesitated, “about a minute ago, there was another cable hack. Obviously, the
transgenics are now running their own TV channel.”
Watson
watched as his boss let out a frustrated sigh and motioned for him to turn on
the television. The assistant didn’t want to be in his boss’ shoes. He had a
lot to handle right now. Very delicate stuff too.
“Could it
get any more complicated?” Clemente’s voice sounded tired.
Watson
didn’t answer. He knew his boss knew the answer to his own question already. It
damn well could.
“…only free
voice left in
* * * * *
Ames White
wasn’t furious anymore. Right now, a great sadness filled him. He had forgotten
about his human side. And he damned it once again. But then…
He had forgotten that there was only one person in the world that could make
him actually feel.
His
son, Ray.
And X-452
was the key to finding Ray again.
The Whisky
bottle connected with the wall and scattered to pieces. Brown droplets ran down
the wall and were soaked up by the carpet. But
He had made
a mistake. A huge mistake. He should have known that
Ray was too weak. He wouldn’t have survived it. He should not have let them
make him undergo Initiation. He had never known any different. Until Ray. Until that bitch had taken away his son.
In a way,
White admitted to himself, he was glad that X-452 had saved his son from their
hands. Of course, he would never say that out loud and he would make quite sure
he forgot about his “gratefulness” once he had emptied that glass of brown
liquor in front of him. But right now, he just was and he wanted his son back.
He didn’t even know exactly why.
The house
was awfully empty and quiet without Ray.
He, Ames
White, Special Agent in Charge, a Familiar, actually missed his son.
Even now,
this realisation made him snort. But he knew it was true. Knew
it in his heart. God, how he hated his human side.
The only thing they never managed to get rid off, however they manipulated DNA:
emotions. And they made him sick. But right now, he gave in into the sickness…
Ray had this ability to make him forget that he was not supposed to have
feelings. None at all. That he was a superior being. A Familiar. Descendant of an ancient
generation, a pure heir of the world, Fenos’blah blah.
Suddenly, he
could understand his father. It had been CJ’s life at stake then. And his
father had decided to save his child.
And now,
what did missing his son make him? A coward? A traitor? A sissy? Or just a
father who loved his son, but hadn’t noticed until it was too late?
The Special
Agent sat up on his couch. Love? Could it be that he
loved Ray? Sure, he was proud of him. As proud as he could be
as a Familiar. Had been from the first day he had seen that pink, small,
ugly wrinkled face of his baby boy in his wife‘s arms. To him, he had been
beautiful. He remembered the days they had led a “normal” family life. Perfect cover up. After all, he had to make sure his wife
bought his lies until Ray was old enough for the rite and White could get rid
of her.
But still.
He had enjoyed those days at times. Of course, Wendy,
A
happy Familiar. How… yucky was that? Exactly. Familiars weren’t happy. They were grim and
sinister and superior and evil and… really evil. Loving a kid didn‘t really
help making one‘s enemies shiver with fright. Still,
All
memories now. Memories he stared at in the album in his
hands. Pictures his wife had taken. He had never understood her urge to keep
everything on camera. But then, how could anyone with a photographic memory
understand this. Now, however, for this short instant when he allowed himself
to be weak, he was really glad she had taken pictures.
“I’ll get you,
X-452. And you’re going to take me to my son.” It was an oath to himself.
He picked up
a picture of Ray and him on a sledge. He couldn’t remember where it had been
taken. Whatsername’s handwriting read: “Winter
holidays 2018.”
Only a few
years ago, his life had been perfect. Now, he missed his son. And he finally
admitted to himself that he loved him. Only… it didn’t make him feel any
better. On the contrary. Much, much
worse.
“I’m going
to get you back, Ray. Whatever the cost,”
“Whatever
the cost.”
The picture
was torn out from the album and safely stowed in the inside pocket of his
jacket.
* * * * *
He had come
in the name of Eyes Only and the talk had been rather
tiresome too. After all, he had to see where the homeless people stood and what
they wanted. He had a lot of convincing to do and things to discuss. But in the
end, he managed to get the homeless people not exactly on the transgenics’
side, but at least they weren’t opposed to give cooperating with them a try.
Then he had
called up Luke to report in detail how things had gone. And afterwards, he had
stared through the fence at TC. He wondered how Max was doing, what she
was doing. How could anyone be so far away? All he’d need to do was climb the
fence, walk for five minutes and he’d be with her. Did she think of him at all?
Did she long for him the way he longed for her? But
Which
got
Why did
everything have to be so complicated? Why couldn’t it be like in the old days,
when Max would do jobs for Eyes Only and afterwards he
would cook something and listen to her chatter away and then they would eat?
Why did things constantly have to change? Why did the retrovirus have to come
between them? Ever since then… things had spiralled downwards. And
Of course,
to a degree, he could understand that Max was now with Alec. He couldn’t expect
her to wait for him forever, for them to find a cure to finally be together. He
knew. His head knew very well. He had tried to tell it to his heart. But
somehow, it just wouldn’t listen, wouldn’t comprehend.
*Are you
really still in love with Max, or are you just in love with a dream?*
Relieved,
Suddenly,
his mobile rang.
*See, silly
you. Of course she still has feelings for you and now she calls you.*
Sighing, he
picked it up. “Hello?”
“
“Yes, who is
it?”
“It’s
* * * * *
Rickham
watched the President nervously tap his pen on the table. After a few more
moments, he finally spoke up.
“Sir?
What are your orders? How shall we proceed in the
The
President dropped the pen and let out the breath he was holding. “That’s the
question, Rickham. I kept thinking about it and I re-read all the reports…” He
got up from his chair, folded his arms behind his back and turned to the
window.
“What we
need is to buy time. Buy as much as we can. Do something about McKinley. Plus
we need to polish up our prestige. The Senator managed to show us in a not
exactly flattering light.”
Rickham
watched as his boss went silent and stared out the window. The older man turned
around and faced his spokesman.
“What about
this Colonel… Lydecker?”
Rickham
checked the notes in front of him. “As far as we know, there was a car accident
at
The
President got impatient. “Yes, yes, I know all that. What I want to know is who
the bloody hell he is that he has my direct number!”
The
spokesman smiled warily. “Sir, I’m afraid to inform you that there are forces
in this country that are much more powerful than you.”
The
President sighed and sat back down heavily on his chair. “Don’t I know it. Anyhow…” He bent forward, meeting Rickham’s eyes. “Buy
us time. I need to talk to that Lydecker and listen to what he has to say. It
seems quite important. Tomorrow, you’ll go to
Rickham
nodded and got up. “Very well, sir.” He already was at the door, when the
President called him back.
“Rickham.” Their
eyes met. “I trust you on this. You’re my best man.” He got up and looked out
the window. “Play a little with McKinley. Make him feel quite safe before we
knock him off his feet. Makes victory taste so much sweeter.”
He turned
around. The spokesman grinned in response and quietly left the Oval Office.
Next on “Yadda Yadda,
Bang Bang“:
Doubt thou the stars are fire
“Why should we trust him?”
Doubt that the sun doth move
“There are two ways we can
do this. Either way, you end up dead. One’s quick, the other not. Pick your
choice.”
Doubt truth to be a liar
“They’re sellin’
us rottin’ lies, is what they’re doin’!”
But never doubt I love.
“Adam?”
Hamlet, Shakespeare