Three Wild Dogs

When these dogs are unleashed it seems as if the doors of hell have flanged open. A simple look in their bloody red eyes will knock you out conscious and out of control. All of a sudden you will feel as if you are in another world where every thing is wrapped in chaos. A strange satanic power possesses your body and you are capable of doing everything. I while walking in the peaceful way to the seashore met one of them truly he was the youngest but the wildest. Just after the first glance that our eyes exchanged I went on as if hell had possessed me. I started fighting shouting beating everyone and everything around me. Earth turned in less than a nanosecond to a gloomy wild dark spot that I wanted to leave earth to some where under earth a grave or the bottom of the sea I can't tell you exactly where I wanted to go. I felt, as if teeth of hell were biting into my flesh, everything in my life was sad bad and painful.

Against all the odds I found my self tied hands and legs, lying on the floor huge amount of salt water being poured in my mouth to the extent that I couldn't breathe. I could realize then that there were another forces in the universe fighting for my survival. They dragged me from the bottom of an alcoholic toxication to the safe shores of life.

On those shores after I stood up back on my feet again, I saw clearly unmistakingly the ugliness and the beauty of life. I grasped the number of innocent people that I would hurt by departing in this scandalous way. Those who had done nothing who are still at the beginning of their lives. Those who need my support and backing, those who love me, it was going to be a crime committed against them.