| Well, really, it's the 13th, but who cares? anyway! spring break was a blast and i loved being home and praising God there! guess what? God is so cool! the last time i was home (for Christmas, i believe), i totally forgot about God. it was not fun or good at all. i ditched my Bible, didn't listen to Him, and was so dry! but, God still loves me, and He's forgiven me for screwing up! now i just feel like an idiot b/c i forgot about the Maker of everything. i dunno if i've already said this - probably - but God has been teaching me to look for the small things, even though honestly they're big things. for instance, the fact that i can breathe, the trees that are so cool looking, the snowflakes that are never the same, etc. anyway, i think it was because basically, i'm comfortable at home with my church and my friends and God kind of falls back to the place He was before, where i cry out to Him like He's santa! anyway, this break, i was worried, and i prayed that God wouldn't let me forget Him... and i didn't :) it is so amazing to see what God does! of course, generally the reason He's always on my mind is because i'm constantly begging for His love so that i can be His ambassador, or patience so that others will wonder at it, or wisdom (ha... still heavily in the works) so that i'll follow His will. i don't think He really minds that, b/c that's part of a relationship. He takes my life and i take all His attributes? wouldn't that be nice. anyway, i'm back at school now and i'm back in the same grind. if you think of me, please pray that my thoughts and my words would stay pure, b/c the environment here is so different from home. t.p., i love ya! love you, too, "brother," "mom," "dad," and mom and dad, and everyone else as well... thanx for a great break!!!! i guess that's all from here. know that God loves you and knows everything about you and still loves you anyway! i am dirt, but i am loved - isn't that wonderful?! |