today, i don't know i  should be happy or sad. i got two exams back. both grades were not what i want. one of them  i even got C. i really don't know. in my heart, i am feeling so sad. but i know one C is really not going to drop my grade. i will get B on the final grade. but i still want to get A. however, i do know that i am not really reach A, but i have a lot of friends. they all got As on this class. i just don't know why i can't get A.  i just feel like i am so so so...............

yesterday, i almost finished my paper until 3 am  becuase i want to find teacher for helping and checking my grammar and others.  but i didn't get teacher  for help. the teacher was gone when i came to College. my paper due is on this friday.  i am so worring about it. what can i do for that. i really want to get good grade. but i have no way to do it.  i am in helpless.

i know Lord can help me, but i really want to know how ? i don't know.  i just not faith enough.

pray for me

Lord, i am so sorry!. i am in lost.