i don't know why recently i like to write in my blog more. i used to be a person who doesn't like to read and write, but anything can change, even me! ha ha. i am changing now: my mind, my though, my body, and my character and even more. Because of Lord, i can have a chance to begin knowing myself deeply. i used to believe i know myself very well, but turn our which is not true. i was a person who having 10 to 20 years plan for myself. i made a plan for myself in order to success of my dream ( want to be a lawyer when i was young). after 5 years passed, i followed my plan very well, i am so close right now. i will graduate next year! Then i can take LAST ( law test) to get in Law school). i was crazy about my GPA. Because i need a good GPA in order to get in law school, i tried to take all classes as long as i can get A. i didn't care what could i learn. i only cared about my GPA because i need to go to law school. that was my plan. However, in last winter 2006, Lord or myself recognized or saw a picture; i will graduate next year almost ( which was my plan) , but i don't know anything and my English is so poor; my writing still have a lot of grammar problems. how can i graduate like that or what job i can find it or who want to hire me? suddenly, i felt my plan was suck and very bad badly. in this process, of course, Lord blessed me, so i could finish my plan.
now i regret about everything i did. now i know my plan is not perfect, like everyone. in the bible, almost no one is perfect.
i began to know and trust Lord's plan, i believe the plan he made for me is suitable and perfect for me! Lord, now i believe in you and trust you more and more. please forgive me. i know there is only one can fix my plan. that is you. please help me. you are the mercy one and famous one, and famous one.
Praising your name, my Lord!
Grace wants to change and trust you more and more!
Grace