My Journey To Life
Don't doubt yourself if you're not the best; doubt yourself only if you did not do your best.
Entry for January 26, 2006
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Once again Im  back for good...After  my travel frm  Cebu City..it helps  me unwind  and take space for a breather after some pressures, although its not for fun travel  because  i had   important matter that i attended to,  still it helps me feeling good.
 
I was  in deep thoughts  when i boarded a fast ship going to Cebu.  I was thinking what  to write on my blog entry if i came back. In fact, till now i dont know any particular topic to write about. Maybe for now i will write my escapades  or maybe what i experienced  and what i did there.
 
Prior to that,  when i  came  inside the ship, i saw lots of big baggages,  I saw Japanese passengers,  I think they have a tour in Leyte . I was  looking for my seat and i sat down  and  try to be observant in every people there. I saw  white men  with their kids and wives. Happy faces  that seem contented in their lives. I  was so glad to see them even if  they have age difference, even if the  their wives are not good looking  but i can see the love in their eyes. When the ship docked i was in hurry to stepped out.
I was rushing to Capitol Center to meet my lawyer   I was late. Then i walked fast  and stepped on the stairs and saw my lawyer waiting for me, i signed the log book and  while going with him to the office where we need to signed  something,  we met different people and i saw some happy faces of white older man with their fiancee. They  have  civil wedding. That moment i saw 5 older white men and filipinas  in their  civil wedding  rites. What was nice was  a handicapped white man with a young wife. Well, I know they have sme purpose in life but whatever it is, i guess its their own right  and own life. For as long as they are happy Theres no reason for them to stop loving or to developed love in their lives.
 
After we finished  signing we go out  and  i bid good bye to my lawyer because  he needs to see another client.  It was Lunch time so  i rode a taxi  to brought  me  at the SM mall.  I was so hungry and i headed to a fast food court and i got something to eat. Anywhere  i looked  i saw many foreigners in that place and what made me  surprise seeing two black kids.   The  looked very different coz they are very dark like africans, i was astonished when i saw their mom and so pretty woman and no wonder they looked like their dad. They seem a happy family. So  race is not a problem.
 
When i was through eating lunch, i  window shop,  I met lots of foreigners with their girlfriends and wives, One thing they have in common all  men are older except the one i saw. Both of the same ages.This time i dont wish to  be with someone. Maybe because i dont want to dream  and i  realized the harder  i wish for a thing the harder it come to me.  I  have some fun being observant and i  tried  to enjoy whats  around. Anyway, theres season for everything.
 
I had the new hair cut, before if i was  deperessed  i usually make my hair cut but this time  i just want a new look, i had a cut not because i  was so depressed but i had it for a change.Well i like travelling and its nice to travel and sometimes be out of my world. It helps me wind up and helps me keep myself back. I want to face the world with a smile in my heart. I want all my friends happy to see me smile although deep inside i am sad. Nonetheless, I want to keep on moving.
 
 
Wow!! thnks to all my friends i saw  in my record  they are 453  who viewed my profile and 182 visitors who spend time for it too. Its increasing everyday and i feel honored.  Frm the bottom of my heart  I thnk u so much..
 
I have new pictures  added my new hair  and new look....I hope it still look good in your eyes.
 
2006-01-27 09:33:47 GMT


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