Happy Birthday Denver York!! You are the best thing that ever happen to me. This is a day where i can reminisce a significant event in life where i learn so much. When i gave birth to you..I almost lost my life..but just because you give me reason to move on ..i fight for life.
Before you were born, i had uncomfortable feelings , i have my blurry sight that i cant even see the face of your sisters and brother.If i watched movie the tv has no color and i got a worst headache everyday. It was not my due date but because i cant take the pain of my head and i feel im almost blind i went to hospital alone and the doctor who attended me was aghast because when they take me blood pressure i got 260/200.. They also cathethered me and goshhh it hurts.. then when they brought me to the delivery room the doctor was worried because i got a high fever, so they need to induced me and i find it so hard and painful and i shouted.
I want to give up and stop but i want to see you and brought u in the world yet I made it but the problem was you have blood infection and i need a blood transfusion. I was asking myself why? Why i need to suffer all these...my family was so far and no one cares.
After few months, i decided to finally end our suffering and thats why we are back to the place where i was born. But our life was full of struggle, a never ending trials and obstacles. Yet, we are still here and fight for life. Its long journey and we dont know where it ends . For as long as we keep each other, for as long as we do the same like the muskeeters i am sure that we can make it through the rain. One for all, all for one, we will cry for it each day of our life for us to be united as one because no matter how many storm we will experienced if we keep each other shelter, then theres no storm that can put us down. It is like a broom stick if u get one stick out from it, we cant sweep the dirts in our sorroundings but if we use all of it then can sweep it all dirts that we have because it is strnger than one.
I love you son!! You will see all what i write and you will be proud of me someday. I know that wherever i go and whatever i do , i leave u the good things that u can imagine more than anything in this world..Pls be good and i hope you the best in life..
