WE can fully realize the value of a thing only when the thing is absent or when the thing is lost.This is much more so when speaking of a man , a great person whom i indebted of my life and who always there for me in times of troubles. MY Father....TITO.
Its not so much of paradox as a truism to say that man's immortality becomes reality only after death.It is said time flies and time heals.But completely for over 3 yrs has flown away since my father gone, wounds still aching in my heart. I still feel today that acute sense of irreperable loss occasioned by his untimely death.
It is really hard for me to forget the man who had given a new birth to my life, who had given me and my kids a chance to move on after i decided to go on my own way. He was with us in the darkest hour of our life. He is dead but death only to his human frame to his physical existence. His name and his memory will be forever enshrined in our hearts.
I was so sorry about what happen before you died, I know i contribute pain in your heart and i know i gave you headaches. I remember when i blame myself about your death, i asked you to be in my dreams and tell me if you forgive me. I cried every night begging you to do it for me. Yes, you did!!
You appear in my dream and u told me " I fogive you and you dont have to cry everyday because i watched you because i love you and your kids". I cried and i cant believe you did it.. Unbelievable but it happens and i saw u in my dreams with the shirt that you always like to wear when i was a child.
Tatay, I know you still with me and you always watched over me. I am quiet sure that u feel me everytime my life at pits. I always love you and im so grateful to have you and i was happy that when the last breath was taken out of u.. i was there and i felt you needed rest after waiting the election result and you still win.
I did everything for you to pleased you in the remaining days of your life, because i believe that i need to repay you in my own small way after all you done for me. its the best i can do , campaigning for you even if you are bed- ridden and i know its hard but i did it!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TATAY!!!! Your memory will remain and i will never forget the things u instill in me. I know that in the eyes of people who know you, you are one exceptional man that have integrity.A man who had a dedication in everything he wants to pursue.Your sevice to our community is worth recognizing because you are doing it for 30 yrs of your life without expecting anything in return.
I want to write more about you but i am not in state of writing. I feel sad and alone. Happy Birthday and you always reigns in my heart wherever you are. I love You.
