My Journey To Life
Don't doubt yourself if you're not the best; doubt yourself only if you did not do your best.
Entry for December 30, 2005
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Did you ever feel  emptiness in your life? Did you wish for something that  its hard to reach even if you think its possible for you to get? Commonly, every   individual has its desire  to succeed.Some wants to have power, fame, money, love, happiness and all the good things every human could wish for.But do we get  everything we need in just a click of our finger? Oftentimes, there are countless individual succeed in their goal.Few are chosen to be lucky in life and love and more are trying to make it to the top.
 
The best opportunity in life are the  the ones we create. Dont focus on the days when you failed. Focus on all of the days when  you win over the battle of life.Its really easy to say but in deed its hard to accomplished.In fact i wonder  for myself how can i win over against all the odds. Honestly, im a person of a very strong character, i always like to excel in everything that i want to do and i always stand for what i believe right for me to say and do. But, deeper in me, i always  lost. i dont know why?why its hard to fight love, why i cant get over the feeling and instead of using the brain my heart overules it.
 
For six years in my life, i thought i am strong enough to face life, and the truth about love.It was a long journey, a long stride  and all i know i learn to take it.Unfortunately, iwas  a bit wrong of my perception  because  Love is my weakest link. After the biggest pain i felt, i take a complete rest, i close the door and even close the window of my heart, i let it sleep for long period of time,hoping that when it wakes up, it can bring a new shine in my life.
 
Ive tried all possible way to find my love,  but i failed few times hoping it was   the one i look for.It was very hard for me. Nonetheless, i am hopeful although it hurts most of the time.Now i   need to go with the flow. I should not  look for that anymore because the more i desperately want it, the more  its far to reach out. My heart is tired  and i should cease to love , il wait for the right time and the right place like  a Cinderella story when she said " Have faith in your dream and someday your  rainbow will come shining through. No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep believing the dream that you wish will come true."
 
Timing is everything!!
2005-12-29 16:02:19 GMT
Comments (1 total)
Author:trulymadlydeeply2005
Hello there my good friend, i conseder you a good friend because through your writings i have come close to you.
Also i would like to thank you for you recognising me in your writings. From reading today, i truly know how you feel, for i think that i have the same weekness, and it is good that you recognise that in yourself, and also that there is pain their, for where there is pain their is hope...I know you wont give up, for there are people that you truely inspire, and they will never give up on you,you are complete in your self, but i feel somewhere in you ,....you feel a loss, youe have shared many words with your friends words that show great wisdom,and i know you will know this because you are wise, but sometimes we just need to be reminded, as you remind me every day....we never truly loose anything of worth, because they are all a gift to us in the first place and that which we had eaven for a short time can never be taken away...because we had nothing in the first place, we can only be richer for the memory, and i know you will find your love if you believe,just hold strong.

And thank you again for just being you...Salamat
2005-12-29 16:51:14 GMT


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