Happy Birthday Dariane Luz.. today is your 14th birthday..it marks another milestone in your life..You  are such a great child and i know that  i brought you in this world with full of trials and obstacles.i remember it was  November 3 when i found out your father had  another woman and i was  expecting you to come by January of 1992.But maybe because i was problematic and felt  helpless  you were born on this Date.Before that i was in hospital for 5 days  because i need a complete bed rest because you were only eight months and they need to give me medicine to stop the contractions.When i was discharge after almost a week being there alone in a hospital room and seldom visited by your father, i went to live with my cousin because i was sent  out by your father in their house because i was so upset when i found out about other woman and his  parents need your father to stay with them than me because im nothing to them.

I was living with my cousin  on the fourth floor  apartment building and it was so hard for me with big tummy going up and down and it was a reason that after being discharge and on the same day  i need to hurry back to hospital because of the watery fluid comes out running on my legs. I went  down alone bringing my bag ready for my delivery but i was looking first for a phone booth to call my friend who was a dietitian in the hospital and your fathers neighbor to contact him.Then i look for a taxi and told the driver to drive me to the hospital where your father worked.

One friend there help me..she got my bag and rush me to delivery room.. I realized how was it to be  a mother and how painful it was to have a child.. but when i hear  your first cry it was a different feeling of satisfaction and  a fulfillment as a woman that i cant regret , no matter how hard  my life  was with with your father.  You were in the incubator  for how many days  because you were only 8 months.

I feel so alone, my parents were not with me because i was  too far..they didnt know what happen to me because i didnt want to tell them.After a month i decided to have u baptized and then going back home to my hometown.I call your grandparents and they pick us at the pier and they were happy when they saw you. A very beautiful baby.

Im telling you these because its high  time now for you to know what we have been through..and i hope these will help you  learn about  life and love.You need to think before making any move.Sometimes love can make us blind, mostly smart people are the once blinded when it comes to love and i hope everything that happens to me will never happen to you.I hope you will learn from me..i hope you are more than strong than me..and i hope hand in hand we can forget  all the bad memories that keeps on haunting us.I know that if we work as a team together with your brothers and sister ..i know we can make it with perseverance because theres always time for everything.Be strong, Be Happy, Be who you are, dont be threatened by the fact that we are broken family and dont felt bad about your father when he totally abandon you and not doing his responsibility to  all his kids ..il be just beside you and support you in all the way I  can ..I love you and Happy Birthday baby..Your are my Precious Gem!!