I am truth incarnate. Order set to a tune of Chaos that dominates everything.
Sky, Earth, Water..they all follow the rule of Chaos. Never to be unbroken or constant.
We are the ones who march with this consciousness.
inside me torn between that which seems real
and that which exists in spirit.
Where is the rest? Where is peace of mind?
Why am I the one who is here at this crossroads...
this merging point where "heaven" and "hell" meet.
I walk among you every day watching your life expand and contract.
I see your tears, hear your laughter, feel your hate.
one who comforts you,
helping you see past the mundane into
the beyond.
The bliss of ignorance is truly a gift.
The affliction of confusion is your demise.
Look into the abyss and take ahold of it,
embrace it, call it your own.
No fear, no pain, no remorse.
Sweet surrender to that which only brings
pain, let me in, let me show you love.
I am and always shall be...
Honour
take flight
take cover
run into the storm
let me hide my eyes
from envy
and talk me into slumber
cover me in the myst
of lite and not anguist
ravage and plummet
the destructive
side of me that always
seems to want more.....
try to take me from
where i stand
and just see that i am
just a void
of misunderstanding.
take me to a place
where i can re-discover
what i seem to be lacking
or missing from within
the confusion that runs
through my entire being
is making me nuts
help.....
used to be there
is lost from my vision
where did it go?
walk to the source
and find the solemn there
repeat the actions in
my head to show
what i should strengthen
and re-recreate.
only then will i be able
to stop the ramblings that
seem like insanity
flowing from within -
the kaos turned to blood
will subside with tears.
donna
01-10-2000
9:37 am
