ORIGINALS All songs, and or poems, was created by ME. Please do not take them or use them for whatever reason without contacting me first. I thank you for your time and corporation, now eat, drink, and be merry!
ORIGINALS
All songs, and or poems, was
created by ME.
Please do not take them or use them for whatever reason without
contacting me first. I thank you for your time and corporation,
now eat, drink, and be merry!
This is the very first (and only) song ever completely written by My sisters (Holly and Tracey), Stephanie, and myself at ages ranging from 5 to 9 years old.
BLACK
EYE
It all
started out when they were friends
But all good things must come to an end
When they saw each other one night
They decided to get into a fight
It all started because of a chick
Who couldn’t decide which guy to pick
Black Eye, they both got a black eye
Black eye, they both got a black eye
Fists were flying through the air
They messed up each other’s hair
They hated each other so very much
Now I think one needs a crutch
They’re almost blind and cannot see
Luckily some one called emergency
Black Eye, they both got a black eye
Black eye, they both got a black eye
The fight ended with a big BOOM (boom)
Now they’re both in a hospital room
They recovered finally
And now they’re friends meant to be
Fighting won’t get you anywhere
but if you’re stupid enough to fight,
then WE DON’T CARE
Black Eye, they both got a black eye
Black eye, they both got a black eye
Black Eye, they both got a black eye
Black eye, they both got a black eye
What If
What
if
Everything made sense
Everything would be a mess
What if
There was a way to tell
Where we’ll end up, Heaven or Hell
What if
There was an easier way
To get through life day-by-day
Would there be a point to life?
I ask you this
What if
What
if
I’m not the person you think I am
Does that completely ruin your plan
What if
What if I got up and left today
Would you follow me or stay
What if
I said I’m more than what you see
Is it possible for you to believe me
What if
What
if
You took the chance and rolled the dice
Turned around and didn’t think twice
What if
I don’t wake up tomorrow
How many people would be touched with sorrow
What if
I got up bright and early
How many people would say they love me
What if
What
if
I suddenly need a friend
Would you continue or would you bend
What if
I call you to see
If you’d take the time to talk with me
What if
We knew the end was near
What would there be to fear
What if
Torture
Me More
VRS 1:
It’s the rush I get when you’re near me
It’s the pain I feel when you’re not around
When you don’t speak it hurts to listen
But I beg you to torture me more
You took my breath away, so I can't breathe
You stole my heart, so I’m empty inside
I tremble when you and I touch
And I beg you to torture me more
VRS 2:
No, though it seems, I’m not insane
I just can't find the words to explain
What I get from you, it keeps me going
So torture me some more
Bridge/ Breakdown:
call me crazy
Call me weak
Call me what you’d like
The rush it is
Adrenaline
It just gets me high
CHORUS:
I’m all shook up inside
Things are out of place
You make me feel this way
No it’s not your fault
I’m into you too much
My body’s growing sore
I’d die if you weren’t here
Please torture me some more
DAMAGE
dragons of black
souls of coal
anger attacks
victims as fuel
toil and bubble
bust and burst
voice is so settle
you put yourself first
What did i do?
What was so wrong?
listen to you
feelings so strong
this is your fault
this is your blame
this is your fall
nothings the same
smacked and put down
kicked and abused
guzzle it down
youre so confused
i cant go home
im already there
feel so alone
wish you were here
KITTEN
Vrs. 1:
You’re the kitten of nightmares
You pull on my brains like yarn
Scratching at the walls of my innards
Gotta get you out out out
Before you cause extensive harm harm harm
Vrs. 2:
Im coughing up your fuzz balls
Finding your crap all around my house
Should have had you neutered long ago
Im kicking you out out out
So run along and chase another mouse
Chorus:
Pull in your claws
your razorblade claws
You’re cute and diseased
I’ve caught all your fleas
Pounce around in my head
You’re better off dead
Flyffy Kitten
Breakdown:
Kitten kitten
My only sin
Dig your claws into my skin
Kitten kitten
Go away
No one invited you to stay
AFTER LIFE
massive
crowds
and pointless trends
the chosen ones can make rules bend
around we go
the world spins faster
exploding like a fire cracker
inside out
we pray we're safe
running from what we call fate
money
to spent
time to waste
what matters most makes us great
evil laughs
and pointed fingers
closest friends become total strangers
playing games
like life's a toy
stopping when we're all destroyed
corrupted
minds
our heads explode
piece by piece we begin to erode
first offense
then told twice
did the crime but excape the price
forgiven here
always surprised
when not forgiven in the after life
vv this song was written by both Stacy and myself vv
THUNDER STORM
VRS 1:
You love me when I’m happy
But can you stand me when I’m upset
You stand by me when I smile
But will you wipe the tears when I cry
You support me when I’m courageous
But will you hold my hand when I’m shy
VRS 2:
You help me take off when I fly
But will you be there to catch me if I fall
You correct me when I’m wrong
But can you admit when I’m right
VRS 3:
You love me when I’m simple
But can you stand to be around me in all of my weird dimensions
Breakdown:
The waves roll in
The clouds collide
this is how I feel inside
lightning strikes
there’s reckless winds
a thunderstorm blows within
Bridge:
You are my best friend on the perfect day
But when the storm comes in
Will you run away
Somewhere, someday
Chorus:
would you believe me if I said I had the tendency
To change personalities
Unlike the sea
So calm and bewildered
I’m more like the thunder:
Invisible and loud
If I get tired of the storm I go on vacation
That’s when summer takes over
And I could only warn you
Don’t bother winter
When she wrecks havoc it’s safe to be wise
Move on and find your new prize
Because I’m falling into a sea of thunder
Save me from drowning
And you’ll have me forever
This is one of my favorites
Teddy Bear
VRS 1:
I stare across the empty space
And I look into your eyes
I feel safe and protected
This comes as no surprise
You take my hand in yours
Oh, How I love your soft touch
And I listen to your voice
That I love so very much
VRS 2:
The lights are low and dim now
And the mood is set so right
You pull me close and tell me
That this was the perfect night
Although there is no music
You and I began to dance
We were nervous about the evening
I’m so glad we took the chance
VRS 3:
I’m laying on your chest now
Listening to your heart pound
You whispering that you love me
Is the only sound
You wrap your arms around me
And hold me oh so close
I think it’s when we cuddle
That I love the very most
Chorus:
Now I hold you close to me
You are my teddy bear
I know you’re very sensitive
So I’ll handle you with care
You press your lips against me
I run my fingers through your hair
We snuggle up so closely
You are my teddy bear
Celebrity
VRS
1:
You are the posters on my wall
You are the image on t.v.
You are the one who has it all
But you'll never notice me
You are the voice on the radio
You are the figures in my dreams
You are the performers in the show
But we will never meet
VRS 2:
You are the pages in the magazine
You are the music on my cd
You’ll make the future what it is
you’re the reason we watch TV
VRS 3:
You are the fame and the fortune
You are what everyone wants to be
You are the one who’ll always win
You are a celebrity
Bridge:
You’re what every girl wants
Your what every guy dreams
You are what we call
A celebrity
Chorus:
You are a famous person
You are a star
You probably don’t even realize
How lucky you really are
We all wish we could be you
Or we wish that you’d be ours
Your fame and your fortune
Is written in the stars
Your face is too well known
And so is your name
But break it down and you’ll find
That we are all the same
MODERN AMERICANS
VRS
1
She wakes up early, does her hair
dresses in an outfit to kill
Picks her friends up in her million-dollar car
and spends another hundred dollar bill
She wakes
up at noon, she over slept
out to eat with the normal bunch
catches a taxi, meets her friends just in time
but she has no cash to pay for lunch
VRS
2
Picture perfect, daddy's little girl
has everything and enough to pay
she locked up her opinions and threw away the key
her life revolves around what others say
plain and
simple, has problems of her own
always has trouble with the guys
need to lose 20 pounds by Friday
and find a dress she can afford to buy
BREAKDOWN
beautiful like gems, popular and perfect
these are your Barbies and your Kens
are we even there, those who cant buy fame
We are your modern Americans
BRIDGE
two twisted world
can we ever share?
stop saying whose better
stop trying to compare
CHORUS
It's so hard to make it these days
the world pulls you in so many different ways
It seems like we dont even exist at all
unless we resemble a Barbie doll
dont try to be perfect
its the wrong message we send
come join the rest of us
Modern Americans
Bitch and a Half
VRS 1
she sat there, that bitch
she sat there and stared
was screaming her lungs out
and yet no one cared
no friends did surround her
cause no friends she did have
just a mangled old rag doll
as they walked past and laughed
VRS 2
you cant let her catch you
although she will try
she'll play with your feelings
and all that's inside
and if this bitch gets you
in her game of chase
she wont soon forget you
your name or your face
VRS 3
she'll cry you a river
she'll sing you her soul
her heart though is empty
there's nothing but a hole
you can tell in her eyes
so dark and so grey
this bitch, you cant trust her
or anything she'll say
VRS 4
You ask her a question
she'll give no reply
she knows all that's true
but tells only lies
no love lives within her
she fills herself with hate
it isnt her bad luck
it's simply just fate
VRS 5
voices surround her
as she drowns in her tears
not afraid of what happened
for she has no fears
her day has been all Hell
as if no one knows
and this world that she lives in
will continue tomorrow
CHORUS
her moods always changing
she's evil, she's bad
take her for granted
you'll know you've been had
she's more than a bitch is
cause a bitch aint all that
the title we give her
is bitch and a half
written
for Brian
You Create Me
VRS 1
When you are happy
my energy shoots through the roof
when youre sad
I'm even bluer than you
you create how i feel inside
you create me, you could break me
you could kill me or keep me alive
VRS 2
all your moods
get the best of all of my moods
and all of my moods
try to make it so you'll always have a better day
you're the center of my mind
you create me, you could break me
you could make me laugh or make me break down and cry
CHORUS
sometimes i feel
that i am one with you
and i do
as much as i can for you
cause you are the one
who created who i am today
did i create you:
perfect in every way?
i love you so
i need you here
to finish creating me
GRASS PAINTED GREEN
INTRO
Life aint nothing but grass painted green
Guns and power
Making such a scene
We are not as we may seem
Cuz life aint nothing but grass painted green
VRS 1
Gangs and weapond in control of the town
Not a cop or lawman to be found
If this doesnt stop then we’re all hell-bound
Cuz life aint nothing but coffee colored brown
VRS 2
There’s a devil in side of me and you
He has control of everything we do
If we cant tame him, well then we’re through
Cuz life aint nothing but the sky tinted blue
VRS 3
fame and fortune: it’s all in our heads
There are some things better left unsaid
If we’re not careful, we’re gonna end up dead
Cuz life aint nothing but blood mixed in red
VRS 4
Friends an family get stabbed in the back
Not seeing what we have, only what we lack
The world’s turned over, and that is a fact
Cuz life aint nothing my the night shaded black
CHORUS
Life aint nothing but grass painted green
Guns an power making such a scene
We are not as we my seem
This insanity, it is killing me
It is so bad, I just wanna scream
The world is high on low self esteem
I hope I don’t do anything too extreem
Cuz life aint nothing but grass painted green
BREAKDOWN
reds and yellows, greens and blues
They are there only to confuse
We need to see things in a different light
Cuz life aint nothing but off-brands of black and white
END
life aint nothing but grass painted green
All is not as it may seem
They world’s pissed off and I think I’m gonna scream
Cuz life aint nothing…
BOW DOWN TO YOU
VRS 1
don’t you think you know it all
Do you think I care?
Are we all just servants to you
While you sit high upon your chair
Maybe in the past you had
Them all do things for you
But if you try to mess with me
It’s hell I’ll put you through
VRS 2
Is it true you had a girl
Who gave her heart to you
She waited on you hand and foot
But then what did you do?
You told her she wasn’t good enough
Not fit to be your queen
Well if you try that shit with me
I’ll become your worst dream
VRS 3
what makes you think that you’re a god
Better than us all
Remember it’s a proven fact that empires rise and fall
I will never bow down to you
We are all equals here
To treat me like you’d treat yourself
It’s the best advice you’ll ever hear
CHORUS
bow down to you
For they are all child’s toys
For you to amuse yourself with
You are a spider
And they were just poor flies
who got trapped in your web
they were all just puppets
whose lines were yours to pull
but I am not a fool
and I will never bow down to you
Crawling
Back To Me
VRS 1
I’m losing you one day at a time
Some say you’re already gone
Tell me how to keep you in my life
Don’t leave me to die in the cold night
VRS 2
I tell my self ‘it’s not over yet’
When in reality I’m sure it is
But I cant convince myself I’m wrong
So cant you just play along
BRIDGE
It all went too fast
We could have made it last
What could have been our future
Is now in the past
CHORUS
I play it off as if we’re alright
But deep inside I’m crying
I’m hoping you’ll be here tonight
But the shadows keep in lying
I don’t know what to do
I’m losing you
I’m driving myself crazy
I know
you need to grow
But please do go
Come crawling back to me
Love Slave
VRS 1
Dont ignore me
Im Speaking to you
look me in the eyes
tell me im lovely
love slave
now please step to the side
VRS 2
Im your sweetie
im all you have
Im all of this and more
treat me like the queen i am
love slave
I am the one you adore
Bridge
one of us is right
so that must mean your wrong
I'll tell you who you are
and we will get along
Chorus
Swallow it down
take it like the man you arent
i deserve respect from you
nothing less, always more
just give in to me
(Currently untitled)
VRS
1:
what have i done to you
to gain all this hostility
could you please point out my flaws
hold my eyes open
and make me see these things more clearly
all I ever offered
was all i ever though you could use
but now i can see
that the things i set free
you sneered at, refused, and abused
VRS 2:
i thought i knew all i needed to know
never once did i put on a show
it seems as tho i failed youre 35 question quiz
but i stuck around
and heres what i found:
Truth is only what you can convince others it is
BRIDGE:
there was no bated hook
here i was, your open book
no need to close your eyes
there was no surprise
you grabbed ahold of me and shook shook shook
CHORUS:
Ive aided my share of evils
Ive shunned my share of good
Im a paradox, inside my box
I wouldnt change me if you could
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