Fearing,wanting, can't quite, you don't know,
How long, endured, heart aching, doesn't show,
Desperation, too late, unheld, alone, nocturnal,
Dreams unlived, not yours, sadness, seems eternal.
Our Love
You told me that you loved me
I said I loved you too
You told me that you cared for me
and I believed you
The memories that we shared
Are locked away in my heart
I fell like sucha fool for you
I thought we'd never part
You never really asked me out
But still I really cared
For all the days we've spent
And the nights we could have shared
I know that you have left me
I could have left you too
Why'd you do this to me?
You left me feeling blue
Now as I go
There's just one thing
I want you to know
Our love wasn't supposed to die
Our love was meant to grow
For You
Alone in an empty room
Waiting for you
Songs on the radio
Singing for you
Each day I feel my heart
Beating for you
Tears flow over my thoughts
Crying for you
My arms reading and waiting
Open for you
And so my love lives on
Always for you
Searching
Looking at the world through eyes gone insane,
Losing all hope, it seems such a shame.
Just waiting to find the thing that is missing,
not sure what it is, there must be something.
Standing back, affraid, as chances go by,
Filled with self loathing, sometimes wanting to die.
On a solitary path littered with sorrow,
Tonight to dream of a better tomorrow.
Then something happens, a glimmer of light,
A future worth living comes into sight.
But that to passes by, as all good things do,
Life will go on and the searching will too.
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Confusion wont let me escape,
Perplexity covers me with its black cape.
Thoughts of you still creep through my mind,
All the answers to my endless questions I need to find.
I tell you everything I feel, and you seem to listen with open mind and heart,
Yet of your life, its obvious, you dont want me to be a part.
Why dont you open yourself to me?
Your inner-most feelings i need to see.
Dont Tell Me
Don't tell me that you understand, don't tell me that you know
Dont tell me that I will survive, how I will surely grow
Dont tell me that this is just a test, that I am truly blessed
That I am chosen for this task, apart from all the rest
Don't come at me with answers that can only come from me
Don't tell me how my grief will pass and that I will soon be free
Don't stand in pious judgement of the bonds I must untie
Don't tell me how to suffer, don't tell me how to cry
My life is filled woth selfishness, my pain is all I see
But I need you, I need your love, unconditionally
Accept me in my ups and downs, I need someone to share with
Just hold my habd, let me cry and say
"My friend, I care."
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