Truth

 

Did you even love me?

All those months ago?

Did you really care for me?

Or was I just another “you know”?

Was I really special, or just another chance,

To lie, to manipulate and get your hands down my pants?

I thought that you were different,

A personality.

That your love was different, that you’d never hurt me.

That fateful night you dumped me,

You reassured me we’d be friends,

What a liar you were,

My heart will never mend.

 

I want you to tell me the truth,

The cold hard facts.

Did you even love me or was it that girl behind my back?

I know once I was unfaithful,

Something never again,

You said you forgave me,

You sent me roses,

While inside all I could see was pain.

Than you hit on “that” girl at a certain after party.

You blamed it on the alcohol, forgive and forget while really I was hurting.

Now your hitting on her again, makes me wonder ‘bout it you know.

So in our romantic moments were you thinking of her so?

 

Crystal Barnes, 1999.