| 009:savedbydefault (c) Lynneigh Noelle M. 2001 My innocence was saved by default Damn I had wanted to The ground surrounding my heart And I wither up your legs Laughing it up, laugh it up One day I might look back And realize it's all some stupid Teenage joke. Some day I might look at you Can't stop the tears from running Around my insides Tearing me up with desires Flooding my skin with sensations Of ghosts and dreams and things I wish really not to see Some day I might be happy For those who believe For those who believed For those who wanted The sight the fortunate could never see My innocence was saved by default Damn, it's kinda funny Laughing like a maniac In my insides Salty face Wet and dirty I wanted it so bad I really wish I had But I still know it's better this way I can't damn my own soul It's wonderful But I want to, I really want to. I need, Pain. |