i hate myself for loving you
clinging hopelessly to the past
I'm just too scared to move on
so into darkness i am cast

I almost like it lost in pain
comfort in a familiar emotion
i don't remember ever feeling sane
life's been too crazy since i met you

you turned my life upside down
leaving me dazed and confused
but slowly i am finding my way
even though i am battered and bruised

but i am learning to walk again
lift my head up and fake a smile
no-one can see the damaged me
as i limp on another lonely mile