i sit here lost for words completely numb
tangled thoughts frayed, finally took it's toll
your every word ripping my heart to shreds
bleeding deep into the wounds of my soul

left with a bittersweet taste in my mouth
lost between a smile and choke and die
the pain has been too much to bare alone
but even with broken wings i try to fly

knwoing the risk i take of being shot down
before i even leave the ground i hesitate
your actions echo in my mind, making me weak
trembling and afraid, i walk away from my fate

I know you have hurt me more than any other can
you've tortured and teased me to surrender my heart
thrown me away without ever looking back
you know I'll return and we'll go back to the start