Part 1

Oil looked at the picture of his ex, Tik Kanyarat. Back then they loved each other so much, but now all he feels is pain. He closes his eyes and images of the past came up.

Let go Oil! Tik yelled, trying to get out of his arms.

Tik, please don�t leave me. At least tell me what I did wrong.

Tik looked at him and smiled. You didn�t do anything wrong, but you�re just too dumb to understand me. I had enough of you and don�t ever want to see your face again! Tik yelled at him as she grabbed her suitcase and walked out of the door and also his life.

Thana loved her with all his heart and thought that they would someday get married and have a happy family. But he was wrong, after she had enough of him, she just left him without caring about how he feels. That made him mad thinking about her. He decided to go take his mind off her by going to the night club.

When he got there, he went in and sat on a bench and ordered alcohol. Thana was never like this, but because of his broken heart he was like that.

Just then Tik and her new boyfriend walked in the bar and was hanging out there. Tik saw Thana and went over to him.

Hey Oil, what are you doing here? Tik asked. Thana turns around and saw her.

Tik, he said and grabbing onto her arm. Her new boyfriend went over to them and pulled Thana�s arms off Tik. Then he punched Oil until he fell to the ground. Oil got up and punched the guy back and they started to fight each other. The fight ended when Tik pulled Oil and her new boyfriend apart and slapped Oil.

You have no rights to hurt my boyfriend like that. Tik yelled as she took her new boyfriend out of the club.

Oil was angry that he loss and continued to drown himself in alcohol. He didn�t leave the club until it was closed. After he was very drunk, he was still able to drive and drove madly on the road and didn�t care if he died.

Finally hours of driving when he reached his destination, he got out of his car and walked out to the place. He looked out and there was the beach. He realized that he was at the beach and wasn�t at Bangkok. He started to have the image when Tik and him was playing around on the beach. Why couldn�t he get Tik out of his head? Everywhere he went reminded him of Tik.

Why?! He yelled out. He wanted to die because he didn�t want to live and see the person that double cross him and the one that he loved with all of his heart. He couldn�t love anyone else, he thought. Oil decided to walk around the beach a little bit more, even though it was dark. He was thinking to himself that he didn�t know that there were guys following him. They went up to him and started to beat him up. One of them had a big stick and hit Oil with it. After they were done beating him up, they looked at him and said, Next time don�t mess with Khun Tik again. This is just a warning, next time it�s your life. They said and went away.

Oil tried to get up but he couldn�t, his head started hurting and he fainted on the sand.

The next day: The Punlertwongsakul�s Residence:

Donut. Her mom said knocking on the door. Donut are you done getting ready, all the guests are here and waiting for you. Mrs. Punlerdwongsakul asked knocking on the door but there was no response. Donut, she said going in and didn�t see anyone. She didn�t want what she thought was going to happen, happening. She looked in her daughter�s bathroom but didn�t see anyone. She�s gone, Mrs. Punlerdwongsakul said, not wanting this to happen.

Where�s Donut? The guests are all here. Mr. Punlerdwongsakul said as he saw his wife crying. Wee, what�s wrong? He asked Mrs. Punlerdwongsakul.

Donut's gone. She said crying as Mr. Pundlertwongsakul was hugging her. What are we going to do now? The engagement ceremony is going to start in 5 minutes. Look, the gown that she�s suppose to wear is still on her bed, Mr. Punlerdwongsakul said. Then both of Donut�s parents walked over to the bed and saw a note, it read:

Dear Mom and Dad,

I�m sorry for leaving you guys like this but I don�t want to be engaged yet. I still want to see the world outside not just stay inside all the time like a dove locked up in its cage. I want to do everything myself, I want to have a free life. In the past, I did everything that you guys told me to do. I went out with P� Num because it was your orders. But now you guys want to engage me to him, which I can�t take no longer. This time I disobeyed one of your orders. Please forgive me for leaving like this. I�ll be back but don�t know when.

Love, Donut.

Mr. Punlerdwongsakul was mad and crumpled the piece of paper and threw it on the floor. She disobeyed our orders! And now she left to where?! He yelled as Mrs. Punlerdwongsakul was crying. She just like her older sister! Why, why when us parents try to do something good for their children, they always think we are in their way? Mr. Punlerdowngsakul yelled.

Khun, I think we should go tell everyone downstairs that Donut is gone, his wife said.

No, then everyone will think that we forced her to engage. I got an idea, he said going downstairs. He went over to Mr and Mrs. Theppitak and told them the bad news. After hearing the bad news, Mr and Mrs. Theppitak told everyone that the ceremony was over and told everyone to leave. Num was confused and went over to his parents.

Mom, dad, what�s wrong? Why is the engagement over? Where�s Donut?

Num, Donut ran away. His parents said.

What! He blurted.

Yeah, Donut ran away and left us this note. Her parents said.

Num read the note and felt crushed. Donut probably don�t love me like I love her. He said as he walked out of the Punlerdwongsakul�s resident.

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