Stand Alone May 1
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| sharing the essays... | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| FROM MY DESK | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| Disclaimer: These are just spillings of my thoughts into print...they mean not to offend only to share and maybe help free up some minds that live in a world where every christian is perfect. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| This short prose is particulaly relevent to FOURWINDS SAGA, for the sole reason that each of the Winds has a problem making decisions. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| Lukewarm | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| I guess I should write this before I forget; Now or never; | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| So many comic issues could be drawn off that one topic. U never really know when now is until it hits u. Now is that point in the road when u can't quite see the outcome but your gut says oh *%@ if I don't do SOMETHING NOW I'm going to be very miserable. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| I had these points come and I do nothing so often that I wouldn't know what to choose the next time it came around, u know, trying to avoid a mistake by doing nothing. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| God, indifference is a killer; it is in fact the slowest killer of all. Not smoking, not sex, not drinking ;straight jaded indifference--the inability to feel. Afraid of failure, rejection, success, it's all the same. Funny how easy it is to do nothing. I'm only writing this because it's so simple to exist between a truth and a lie, real and make believe, how the **** do u clear up the lie and ditch the make believe? | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| No flowchart just the knowledge that it all begins with one little tiny thing, one very elusive and concrete thing...a decision. Once that decision turns into an action and that action into a habit, it is the only true measure of our character. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| I am put into positions where the weight of wisdom falls on me and I at every point fail to decide for wisdom. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| What, then, does that leave me? guilt. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| When that happens enough times…u come to another point…Now or never. When ur about to hit the point where what’s been handed to u is about to be taken away AGAIN, u think and may even laugh to yourself, "ain't that a *@%&;* it's about to happen again" and I can't afford to be indifferent this time ;the stakes are too high. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
| It was fine in middle school, it was fine in high school, it was fine in college, but this may very well be my last chance, what the @&%* do I do? Do what u were designed to do, WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY back in Genesis ;make a decision. Be it good or bad make a *;%@ing decision. And since u;ve been introduced to wisdom and truth the decision should be easy and the action should never be stifled. Stand Alone May 1 |
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