Dreams haunt me crushing my mind.
I need a refuge. How can I find
A place to escape what haunts me?
These dreams consume me, they're all I see.
Visions of battle have crushing weight.
I seek understanding but hestitate.
How can they know what they can't feel?
They're on the outside, to them it's not real.
But I know they're real I feel it at heart.
I know, because, slowly they tear me apart
4/20/02