I feel my self-esteem take a strike.
I'm just someone that no one can like
Why do they hate me? Why can't they see
Every word, every action, is killing me.
Their hate is so strong. So cruel.
I'm treated like trash. I feel like a fool.
Tearing me, beating me, making me die.
So much emotion. I can only ask why.
Soon I know I will escape this hell.
I will leave these demons behind, all will be well.
Until that day I will sit and wait,
Trying to return love, for hate.
01/14/2003