I'm almost done the book 'Blue Like Jazz' and I strongly encourage anyone to read it. It is flipping awesome. But I was reading one of the last chapters last week and I had a bit of a revelation. I kind of realized that while I for the most part I've been trying to be a good and nice person, which is great, but it's not even really the point. I realized as far as loving everyone incredibly all the time, I have been doing a very bad job. I have been very stingy as far as lavishing love on everyone around me goes, and I really need to start getting to where I need to be with that. Of course I can't do that on my own but only with God's help, but at least I recognize the issue that is there now.
So pretty much not a lot else going on. I am just kind of waiting for the concert to see how that goes, waiting to see what response I get from the letters I sent out. I have my aim for hopefully being able to leave late March sometime, but we'll see how it goes. There still may be a bit of work to do yet. Only God really knows I suppose.
