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| Trini Laws |
| 7. Fresh Start feat. Sierra |
::Trini Laws::
Thought beyond the doubts of the world, I�m not there
Can�t see a dude shouting my girl and not care
Though, to grow past my made insecurities; hard-pressed
It�s a long road, to start-fresh�but God bless.
::Sierra::
Thought beyond the doubts of the world, I can�t see
Can�t, be out of touch anywhere that my man be
And apologies don�t lead to trust; I�m heart-LESS
Dodge sex, we�ll begin it, once we start fresh.
::Trini Laws::
You already know the saga, the drama of my condition
In no position, won�t listen; just jostle with competition
Though she says my adversaries are just mental
After what we did, I have a feeling they�re simply confidential
Not trying to hurt my feelings; protecting her own heart
Skipping �scripts� of the present but stressing the �old part�
�Oh God!� myself says, �Would somebody help Hez.�
Everybody gets theirs but he has already felt his
The trial hurts my head but dude, I cant-forget-the-plan
But this rough, eternal beating; of the sacrificial lamb?
It seems like blasphemy but I pay for my same sin
At times feeling like, a game that I can�t win
She says it ain�t the same, the feelings she�s once had
I assume eternal-pissed from that day she was once mad
I get the same optimism as I�ve told everybody
But negativity is felt by every bone in my body.
Hook
::Sierra::
Screams in my dreams means that he is out cheating
At times wonder why is it my mind takes this beating
Once upon a time you know I would die for this passion
But he has cheated once and now, I just; cannot put it past him
I cry when I am alone, he brought a stranger in our home
So now, where is my secure? I am dragged out of my comfort zone
I can scream for Self to save me, maybe Teck or Wis
But we have an obligation now, we cannot give back our kids
And try as I might to explain it, he misses the point I repeat
When I say I need to be successful with MINE, he assumes I am going to cheat
He�s fought in my name, and blessed me with babies
And taken some no�s and turned them to maybes
I�m grateful though scorned, not vengeful and rude
And I would leave him before I go bend for a dude
Wounds are healed by time, not a gift-bribe of a car
I guess a longer period, just due to bigger scar.
The Husband
The Wife
Written by Hezron & Sierra (Officially)
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