So yeah, it's been a while since I've actually be at the page. A freakkin long while. As an update, nuthyn is new in my life, except that I attended a summer program called KSR at UCI and it was there that I finally felt accepted. I've never in my entire life felt accepted, and it was there, the last day that I finally got what I had wanted for so long. It has probably been the most significant thing in my life so far, a milestone if you will. I don't even get why people say that...a milestone. In any case, you understand what I'm talkin about. That is probably the only thing that has happened that I've found to be significant enough to write about.
As for that special sumone in my life, Idon't care anymore. I haven't found anyone yet, but as far as I can see, i don't need one right now. I'm perfectly content the way I am, but you know, if the time presents itself then well, yah, I'll consider it hehe. That special sumone is still in my life, but doesn't play such a major role anymore.
The summer is almost up. It's the last summer in my high school career. Next year I graduate and then college comes. I'm not exactly certain that I'm actually going to get into a college, but its totally I'm not wiggin out about that. Not yet anyway. I think this has probably been the most painful summer that I've been a part of. All these people that i know keep getting hurt. Three people i know have hurt their ankles, some one else hit their head so hard they got a contusion, people have had scars on thier noses and faces, my knees were in pain for a week. This has not been a great summer for people as far as health is concerned.
I've had this big thing with tennis this year. Usually the tennis team practices in July for the upcoming season, but this year we didn't do that and we've changed leages, so I'm concerned about where the team is going to be physically as season starts again. We only have about 2 weeks of practice before the school year starts and we start playing. We haven't done any fundraising either. I wish the coach would have called me. I was trying to get together people for some practice, but I couldn't get eveyone's phone number. There was also the issue of the incoming freshman that are going to be in tennis also. I was disappointed about not being able to practice sooner. This is a very imporatant year to me, seeing how it is my last year and all. I hope to get captain for the team, but the way that I see things going, I don't see that happening. The coach seems favorable towards another person on the team, so I don't know. We'll see I guess. Ok, well, now that I've got that off my chest. *PhEw*
I'll try and update more often. Hehe. Take Care.
Cristina
