Feelings I've never felt before
open a newly discovered door
sadness bites into my heart
feelings I've feared right from the start.
Why do you have to act this way?
don't seem to listen to what I say
don't seem to see my pain inside
all of my emotions I vainly hide.
Stars shine in the jet black night
crying again I remember the fight
once again I feel my fear
wishing you were forever near.
Feeling again so sad so blue
wishing I could just be with you
safely tucked tight in your arms
wishing I was safe from all harm.
Tears burn my soft closed eyes
I'm not one who ever cries
my cheeks are wet, the wind is cold
my heart is bare, I feel so old.
Slowly I slip to the ground to cry
wishing, just wishing that I could die
weary of this heartless place
away I turn my tearstained face.
Why? my heart pleads with me
is this the way its supposed to be?
"Affection makes the heart grow strong"
from someone who hasn't known me long.
What happened to your ready smile?
haven't seen you in quite a while
and as the tears fall from my eyes
the only thing to ask is "Why?"
What have I ever done to you?
I can't be to think we're through
why does your pride get in the way?
three simple words, why can't you say
"i'm Sorry"?
Written during a fight with him. I dedicate it to him too.
~Amber.
