I love being sick. First you puke your brains out in the middle of the night and then you realize that you're not going to be able to go to school and give your friends their presents. As if you didn't already feel bad... but that's ok. I'll see them next year. And I'm feeling better already. I guess that means that I'll be able to go to my family Christmas Party at Babcia's (that would be Polish for grandma) which is good cause I really miss all my cousins.
So yeah, someday I'll have to courage to tell people my true feelings about them and stop wishing that they already know or that maybe they feel the same way... Like how I like this guy who I don't think likes me anymore so I guess this is me trying to let go and it's not working... And like how I like this girl who I heard liked me in the beginning of this year and I'm hoping maybe that hasn't changed, but with my luck my timing is really bad. I hear she likes some kid so I'm happy that she's been able to move on with her life and remove some people from her life that were making her miserable. Kudos for her.
