| It was true...but I'll be alright I had a moment there... where the world started to fall apart... and it was all because of you...I had an illusion that you didn't even seem care... I remember thinking...if this were the trueth... oh if this were true I would surely die... then I was awoken...or brought to reality, whatever you wish to call it... and I noticed...you standing there...not by my side...and I wondered why... then I remembered...it was true my world was falling apart...and it was all because of you...and not only did you not seem to care...but you really didn't... and even though I felt as if I were going to die... I was still alive...and I looked up to heaven...and I saw him...I saw Jesus...and I knew...from that point on...it was gonna be alright. |
| L.O.V.E There's a God I love with all my heart, but I can never even begin to prove to myself, that I can do enough to prove my love. My family I love a lot...but in my eyes, at least, I feel as if I have failed to prove that love. There is this guy I love. He appears perfect in my eyes, but proving to him that is near impossible for loving him alone makes me feel foolish, unworthy of any love that might be returned, and left in fear of the fact that there might be no love returned. Love is a complicated thing, I can't ever seem to master the technique of proving my love and if I have unknowingly proved it I am unable to accept love returned cause of feelings of on worthiness. I am unworthy of love and it would have seemed as though I had the world figured out, till I happened to stumble upon love. Love, you've got me so c.o.n.f.u.s.e.d. |