winnie's e-journal - Set 2


 

the worst way to fall is to slide in the mud

scrape your flesh in the grit

 

but you pick yourself up again

laugh at yourself

and maybe cry a little

 

dust the dirt off

and stalk away

 


 

I saw a man with blistered feet.  His bare feet burns on hot cement.  A lack of money leaves him with only the shirt on his back and a pair of torn jeans.  Nothing else.  I feel sorry for him and would gladly give away my own to ease his pain.  But I am a coward and do not approach.  He hobbles slowly away, already disappearing into the alley.

Sometimes I will give away my change if I feel generous, to the panhandlers of downtown.  Twice, I've given out food from my own lunch kit, a sandwich, or an apple.  All too often I try to look past them, ashamed at myself for unwilling to assist them in their battle for survival.  I justify this by thinking of their drug habits and "immoral" life.  Any money they receive will feed their habits.  I walk past them without a second glance because I do not want to feed an already deep vicious hole.  This is my convenient lie.

 


 

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