Nikaah

Hum dono ne doosre hi din yeh nirnaye kar liya ki waapas jaana chaahiye. Shibbu miyaan to khuda se chaahte the ki yahan se chhutkaara mile. Khair, mari ki is saras yaatra ko atyant neeras banaakar jab hum log rawalpindi laute to Shibbu miyaan ne apna programme badal diya aur humse kaha ki unhein railway station pahuncha diya jaaye taaki weh bajaaye lahore jaane ke peshaawar jaa sakein. R.ana ne bhi unhein yahi salaah di ki agar waakai aapko peshaawar jaana hai to ulte baans bareli ko aap lahore kyon pahunche, seedhe yahin se peshaawar chale jaaiye. Ateinw Shibbu miyaan ne raiway station pahunchkar humein alag le jaakar phir samjhaaya ki weh baatein R.ana se hum kadaachit na kahein aur jab unhein yeh andaaza ho gaya ki unki har dhamki vyarth gayi hai to ab mood hi doosra tha. Kehne lage-" Main Apni rau mein khuda jaane kya bak jaata hoon. Aap iska hargiz khyaal na karein balki yeh samjhein ki maine aap se kuch kaha hi nahin hai."

Magar humne is samay bhi unhein koi wachan na diya ki hum R.ana se yeh baatein na karenge. Yahan tak ki unke samjhaaneka har prayatn vifal sidhh hua aur ant mein unhonein nihaayat bhaundi khushaamad ki-" Baherhaal main aapki bahoot izzat karta hoon. Isliye ki aap bahoot hi sachche aur khare aadmi hain."

Hum unhein dhanyawaad dekar station se baahar aa gaye aur lahore ki or chal padhe.

R.ana ne thodhi der baad khud hi kaha-" Mujhe to khud hairat thi ki bhaagkar to yeh lahore se aaya hai ab phir kis munh se jaayega."

Humne kaha-" Khair, yeh munh to unke paas tha, jisse weh lahore jaa sakte the; magar weh ek aur kaaran se bhaage hain."

R.ana ne chakit hokart poochha-" Aur bhi koi kaaran hai?"

Humne kaha-" Jee haan, magar main aapko bataakar khaahamkhaah gussa dilaana nahin chaahta. Haalaanki main Shibbu miyaan se keh chuka hoon ki main yeh baat aapko zaroor bataaoonga; magar main apne is haq se faayda uthaana nahin chaahta."

R.ana ne tewar badalkar kaha-" Yeh galat hai, aapko bataana padhega. Rokiye aap car, pehle yeh baat mujhe batlaayiye, phir aage badhiyega."

Humne car roke bina kaha-" Ismein car rokne ki kya zaroorat hai?"

R.ana ne zabardasti shuroo kar di-" Jee nahin, zaroorat hai, main chaahti hoon aapka dhyaan sirf isi taraf rahe. Rokiye na car!"

Humne car thehraate hue kaha-" Huzoor waala, agar mujhe yeh baat aapko na bataani hoti, to main yeh zikr hi kyon chhedhta? Magar main us waqt tak kuch na bataaoonga, jab tak aap mujhse yeh waayda na karein ki aap is bekaar baat par gussa hone ki koshish hargiz na karengi aur baat ka khaahamkhaah batangadh na banaayengi."

R.ana ne kaha-" Achcha, main waayda karti hoon. Agar aapki yahi salaah hai to main bhi wahi karoongi jo aap kahenge."

Humne phir is waayde ko pakka karaaya-" Yaad rakhna ki aap yeh waayda mujhse kar rahi hain"

R.ana badi samajhdaar thehri. Kehne lagi-" Maaloom hota hai ki badi gussa dilaane waali baat hai; magar main to keh chuki hoon ki jo aapki raay hai wahi karoongi."

Ab humne tafseel se kehna shuroo kiya-" Aapko kya maaloom ki in hazrat ne mujhe kaise tang kiya mere kamre mein reh kar."

R.ana ne baat kaatkar kaha-" Yeh to khair aapki sazaa thi. Aur baniye bhalemaanas."

Humne apni karun kahaani jaari rakhi-" Din bhar hum logon ki gairhaaziri mein yeh vyakti sota rehta. Raat ko jab main sona chaahta tha to yeh mujhe apni khuraafat sunaane ke liye jagaate the. Isi silsile mein in hazrat ne kal raat apne ko bilkul benaqaab kar diya."

Aur yeh kehkar humne sab baatein jyon ki tyon dohra di. Hum dekh rahe the ki uska ek rang aata hai aur ek jaata hai. Magar weh shaant bhaaw se saari kahaani sunti rahi. Yahan tak ki pindi ke railway station par jo baatein hui thi, weh bhi use suna di to sachmuch uski aankhon mein aansoon dabdaba aaye aur humein kehna padha-" Yeh kye wahiyaat harkat hai. Ek chugad aadmi ki baat ka aap asar le rahi hain."

R.ana ne mushkil se apne upar kaabu haasil karke kaha-" Aap use chugad kehte hain, jo kameena ab bhi yeh kahe ki aaj chaahoon to laundiya ko gaayab kar doon. Usko aap chugad kehte hain? Achcha aap ab bhi mera ek kehna maan lein."

Humne kaha-" Hukm deejiye."

R.ana ne sawinay kaha-" Abhi use peshaawar ki gaadhi na mili hogi, zaraa aap jaldi station tak chaliye."

Humne hanskar kaha-" Kya aap use murgi banaayengi? Maine to yeh baat tumhein isliye suna di hai ki darasal hum dono ko in hazrat ki taraf se kaafi hoshiyaar rehne ki zaroorat hai. Mera andaaza yeh hai ki yeh aadmi sirf bewakoof hi nahin......"

R.ana ne baat kaatkar kaha-" Balki bahoot hi khatarnaak bhi hai. Aur agar mujhe raat hi pata chal jaata ki weh aapse is had tak baatein kar chuka hai to kabhi main aapko na sone deti us kamre mein."

Humne kaha-" Khair soya to main bhi nahin. Do dhaai baje tak to weh aadmi dimaag chaatta raha. Iske baad main is udhedh bun mein raha ki is jaanwar se aakhir kaise nipta jaaye."

R.ana ne kaha-" Achcha ismein aapki kya raay hai ki yeh baatein daddy aur mummy ko bataa di jaayein?"

Humne kaha-" Khaahamkhaah baat badhegi."

R.ana ne kaha-" Dekhiye na baat to kisi na kisi din badhni hi hai. Jab ek aadmi ki neeyat daddy ke paise keliye kharaab hai aur jab weh aadmi gundagardi par bhi utarne ko taiyaar hai, to zaroorat is baat ki hai ki theek waqt par hum apne buzurgon tak yeh baat pahuncha dein aur khud apni jimmedaari se chhoot jaayein."

Humne gambheerta mein thodhi chanchalta milaakar kaha-" Ek baat kahoon agar aap sharmaa na jaayein?"

R.ana ne bahoot badhiya baat kahi-" Mujhse to zyaada aap khud sharmeele hain."

Humne kaha-" Maaloom nahin mera yeh wasool sahi hai yaa galat aur mazhabi khyaal se to zaahir hi hai ki galat hi hai ki main ek to kisi bewaa se shaadi nahin kar sakta. Doosre, kisi aisi ladki se shaadi nahin kar sakta jiski shaadi pehle kahin theher chuki ho. Wajah iski sirf yeh ahi ki aurat zindagi mein sirf ek baar mohabbat karti hai. Iske baad yaa to weh apne aapko dokha deti hai yaa use dokha deti hai jise apni mohabbat ka yakeen dilaaye. Bewaa zaahir hai ki apne pehle shauhar ki mohabbat aur usse apni mohabbat bhulaa nahin sakti. Isi tarah jab ek ladki ki mangni kisi se ho jaati hai to weh us aadmi ko apne dil mein bidha leti hai. Isliye ki use yakeen hota hai ki ab usi ki bankar rehna hai. Weh usi ke khyaal mein apne ko gum rakhti hai; magar jab use maaloom hota hai ki uski shaadi kisi aur se ho rahi hai to weh oopar se bhale hi chup rehti hai, magar uska dil iske khilaaf hota hai, isliye use apne hi dil se kaafi jhagadhna padhta hai. Is naye ummeedwaar ko apnaane ke liye shaadi ke baad weh samajhti hai ki main kaayaab ho gayi; Magar uski pehli mohabbat is tarah dil ke andar chhupi rehti hai ki zindagi bhar kabhi na kbhi kisi na kisi khidhki ke saamne aati rehti hai."

R.ana ne badhi gambheerta se yahan tak sumkar kaha-" TAuba hai! Aapne to achchi khaasi philosophi jhaadhna shuroo kar di. Haalaanki is tasweer ka doosra pehlu yeh hai ki pehli mohabbat ki tarah pehli nafrat bhi badhi gehri hoti hai, balki mera khyaal hai ki mohabbat se zyaada gehri hoti hai. Us aadmi ke alaawa kabhi kisi se nafrat nahin ki aur maaloom nahin kyon mujhe apni is nafrat par fakr hai. Mujhe kuch aisa mehsoos hota hai ki jaise main usse nafrat na karti to mujhmein koi kami reh jaati."

Is taraf se santusht hokar zaraa ghatiya baatein karne ko jee chaahne laga-" Achcha, to aapke dil mein abhi tak kisi bhale aadmi ne jagah nahin paai hai?"

R.ana ne badhi gambheerta se kaha-" Agar main keh doon ki nahin to yeh jhooth hoga."

Humne kaha-" Nahin; jhooth ki shart nahin hai, main to sachmuch poochh raha hoon."

R.ana ne kaha-" Jo kuch sach tha weh main keh chuki hoon."

Humne sir hote hue kaha-" Saahiba, main itna samajhdaar nahin hoon ki baareek ishaaron ko samajh sakoon. Main bilkul nahin samjha ki aap kya keh chuki hain?"

R.ana ne ab waakai sharmaane ki koshish karte hue kaha-" Achcha, ab start keejiya gaadhi. Samajh boojhkar bekaar baatein karne ki na jaane kya soojhi hai?"

Humne kaha-" Ab to coffee peekar chalenge. Mikaaliye apna tharmas aur jawaab deejiye meri baat ka."

R.ana ne vichitr drishti se dekhkar kaha-" Yeh kya bekaar ki zidd hai. Aap aisi uthli baatein kyon kar rahe hain aaj? Humne sweekaar kiya-" Bhai baat yeh hai ki-
"Banta nahin hai waada use saagarkahe bagair"

R.ana ne sandwich ka dibba kholkar saamne rakh diya aur coffee ki pyaali badhaate hue kaha-" Apni car mein yeh aaina aap khoob rakhte hain."

Humne kaha-" Khair, baat na taaliye, yeh bataaiye ki aapke dil par kisi ka raaj kabhi hua yaa nahin?"

R.ana ne car ka aaina humaare saamne ferte hue kaha-" Dekh leejiye in raaj karne waale saahab ko khatam keejiye yeh bachchon jaisi baatein."

Aaj se zyaada spasht baatein kabhi nahin hui thi; magar aaj se zyaada aadar bhi R.ana ka kabhi na hua tha. Hum prasann awashye the; magar saath hi saath satark bhi ki yeh prasannta seema ke baahar na hone paaye.

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