You touched my heart, the wrong way

You did something so gracious.
So many things you said yesterday.
You showed how much you care
And touched my heart the wrong way.

You touched my heart with this gift
You don't know how precious its to me
It is something, I'd possess forever
With these touching gestures of thee.

You know how much I was in pain
How I felt last night
I wonder why you have to go awaw
And why, for me, this plight.

You showed so much care
You brought much happiness around
Just being with you made me cheerful
This friendship made me proud.

I had something to look forward to
Day and night I thought of you.
My every day, you made so special
How much I'd miss you, have you any clue?

Now I accept it, my friend
Accept it as my fate
I have to lose all that's mine
And be in this perpetual state.

Where I feel lonely and aggrieved
When I have none to call my own
Where even my best friend has to go away
Leaving me all alone.

Why did this happen to me?
Did I deserve what I got?
Why, you have to leave me?
Why for me this lot?

I wonder what awaits me
When from here, you go.
You were my prized possession
How priceless you are, do you know?

I would be in much pain
I'd not be able to bear this loss.
I would be in a sea of sorrow
In the waves of sadness I'd be tossed.

This pain is so irritating
This loss, I did never foresee.
That, from my life, you'd ever go away,
You were so close to me.

Whom would I share the thoughts with
With whom would I share the pain
With whom whom would I talk for hours on end
Listening to me, who'd be so patient.

I can't see anyone around
None whom ai can call my own.
Darkness lies ahead of me
Is this how, I'm supposed to end?

Is this what I deserved?
Conciously, I've hurt none in my life.
I always tried to make others happy
Then why's this darness of night.

Why am I being pushed into the sea
And why does these tears rain
When I haven't hurt anyone ever
Do I deserve this pain??

Do I deserve something like this?
Do I really have to part?
From someone, who is dearest
And is so close to my heart.

But this is my fate
And I have to live with it.
I am not one of thoses lucky ones
Who deserves forever to be with.

I know this won't make you happy
It'd only make you sad.
I am feeling so terrible
My state has never been so bad.

I don't know what to tell you
I don't know what to say.
All I can say is 'I am proud to have you around'
Your presence made my day.

And nights too, when I thought of you,
You made me happy and gay.
You have been so nice'n'caring
Which you showed in every possible way.

I don't know how to thank you
How to show my gratitude
How, I can show, how much I care
How can I show, how much I love you.

I am going to miss you
Without you, it'd be hell.
Your presence around me was so enthusing
Without you, life'd be stale.

You left an indelible mark
In my heart and mind, so deep.
Through your words and actions
With so many memories, to keep.

You have touched my heart
Through small gestures always
By encouraging me with your words
Often you showed me the ways.

So much I am pained to lose you.
So much hurt I am
I please, please don't go
Stay back, stay , pleeeeeeeez ma'am.



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